mademoiselle en rouge

2011-10-20T16:44:00.001+08:00

Hi. It's been months!! Haha. Maybe I should just close this blog and be done with it.

2011-03-28T17:13:00.003+08:00

I sometimes get kind of pissed off when people say "government kerja lembap" and the private sector is like the most efficient thing on planet Earth. Mungkin ada a few government people yang sucks at their job maka menjejaskan sistem penyampaian. But that cannot be concluded for all the people in the public sector. Hello people, private sector pun ain't that efficient you know. Ambil masa yang lama untuk hantar report, finally hantar but isi kosong and they didn't even bother to send the original copy. They just faxed it so all I can see is a few papers full of black ink. Genius. Moral of the story: Tiada yang sempurna. And I find that people can really talk like nobody's business when it comes to other people's job. Kerja kau macam mana? Dah cukup habis baik ke kau buat?

2011-03-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

I sometimes think I always make wrong decisions. And right now is one of those times. But it is always too late whenever I realize it.

I wanna go on a holiday. I want to go away. Get away. Awayyy.. Visiting Matta Fair this weekend will be a good idea.

Also, I am thinking of changing this blog's link. Or tutup terus and bukak baru. It doesn't matter that nobody even read it. Just for the sake of writing since my diary is completely abandoned nowadays. I need to write but I'm too lazy to write pun so watpe nak ada blog? Or maybe I need to start writing back in my diary? Maybe.

I am bored. I made the wrong decision. Oh swell.

2011-02-23T17:34:00.002+08:00

My life since last Thursday had been miserable. And I mean really. This one thing really bugs me, affect me more than I could imagine. I think about it a lot, I cried bucketfull and to the extent that when I'm alone I'll get all moody, mourning macam ada kematian, teary-eyed, crying and everything. Sampai I had to take an EL yesterday sebab duduk kat ofis pun memang takde mood nak buat kerja. Dah tu macam mana nak buat kerja kalau asyik menangis je?

Anyway friends, be careful with everything you do in life 'cause as Queenie (The Curious Case of Benjamin Button) quoted,

You never know what's coming to you.

As for me, I hope I'll survive this horror.

2011-01-03T18:11:00.003+08:00

sori Azi. Ni je gambar senonoh yang ade. Hehe

A friend asked me, "Mai, ko dah tak tulis blog ke?". So here goes one post, all dedicated specially to you kawan. Heheh.

This friend of mine is my peneman hari-hari suka duka. She is always there setiap hari bila aku balik rumah (sebab dia housemate aku. Hehe). She wrote me the sweetest speech ever in the wedding card she gave me till I cried. She has been through a lot lately. I couldn't imagine how I will survive if I were in her place..

To Aziah, I dedicate this song especially for you:

I believe that in time my heart will heal again
And I believe that in time my heart will feel again
So I keep on holding on
So I keep on being strong

Cos I know one day I'm gonna feel again

I know one day I'm gonna feel again
And I know although my heart hurts now
I'll find a way to get up off the ground
Cos I know one day I'm gonna feel again

I believe that this heart of mine can make it through
And I believe that my heart can make it over you

So I keep on holding on
So I keep on being strong

And though it's hard for me to breathe
And even harder to believe
I know that one day I'm gonna find
I'm gonna be just fine

Sebab I know you are strong!

Here's wishing you all the best in life and di tempat baru. Good luck finding the you-know-what. Hehe. I will miss you and kehidupan bujang kita :)

2010-11-18T13:38:00.001+08:00

Tengok ticker tepi nun.

1 month until our Big Day!

One month!! Kiki.. :)

2010-11-03T11:45:00.004+08:00

Haven't been updating for quite some time. Yeah, I know I started my almost every post with that sentence or something similar. Heheh. Ape nak buat. I'm a lazy bum and I admit it.

The only reason I am writing this right now is because I'm sooo sleepy sampai tengah menulis deraf surat boleh terpejam mata. That is weird sebab pagi tadi aku tak mengantuk langsung. Terjadi mengantuk lepas brunch tadi. I think the makcik mi kicap terbubuh banyak ajinomoto lah dalam sup dia hari ni. So, I'm hoping by writing this, mata boleh kembali segar dan boleh sambung kerja.

You know, I have been meaning to talk about Maher Zain for quite some time now after seeing all the hype and news about him everywhere. Even in the office hari-hari berkumandang lagu Maher Zain. So, let me tell you the story of Maher and I (ewah ewah macam kisah cinta pulak).

I got to know Maher I think when he was not yet a name in Malaysia, somewhere around March this year. Maybe he was known to some people back then but not really a household name yet. My sister (I'm not sure from where she heard about him) was the one who introduced me to Maher Zain. An avid listener, she downloaded most of his song and she had been pestering me to have a listen! Masa tu aku rasa "ee.. pengacau betul la dia nih". Haha. So, one day after dia membebel-bebel lagi, I finally listened to him. Masa tu aku tengah surfing Internet pinjam her laptop and I asked my sister to play him in the background.

My first thought was "Not bad". I was never really a heavy fan of nasyid. Dengar tapi gitu-gitu jela. But as you all probably already know by now, Maher's nasyid is different. There is a little something there. So, I asked my sister to burn a cd for me. And, one day while I was waiting for Ashton to warm up, she slipped a cd inside the car's player without me knowing. Then, as I was just leaving, she messaged me saying "Cd Maher Zain ada dalam kereta hang". And so, I listened to Maher all along my journey to Ipoh over and over again.

Since then, cd tu tak pernah keluar lagi dari player tu and selalu jugak la terpasang. Hehe.

Among all the songs, I personally like Thank You Allah. Simply because of the simple message and how touching the song and lyrics are.

When my sister went to his showcase, she called me during Ya Nabi Salam Mualaika, For The Rest of My Life and Barakallah so that I can listen too. But too bad, he did not sang my favourite song. Hmm.. takpelah. Lain kali dia buat concert nak cuba pergi.

I wonder bila pulak Sami Yusuf akan glamour di Malaysia?

2010-09-27T17:08:00.002+08:00

My sister is getting married in 3 days. Like 3 days! 3 hari okeh. Macam tinggal 3 hari je lagi untuk dia bergelar anak dara. Omaigod. Haha. Time flew so fast kan? It seems like only yesterday that we played camping with upturned sofa yang diselimutkan dengan selimut untuk jadi khemah! Hehe.

I don't know how I feel. I feel excited though. Can't wait nak start cuti sebab nak balik rumah tolong kemas-kemas, tolong buat hantaran, tolong menyibuk dan jadi buruh kasar. Can't wait nak pakai baju lace purple baru!!

Things will surely change a lot lepas ni kan? Dia akan ada rumah baru, extra family, other commitments. Nanti I balik Tepeng every weekend mesti dia takde kat rumah dah kan? Hmm.. nak gaduh dengan sape nanti? Raya nanti camne? I will be married too by then.. How's mak and ayah's raya's gonna be nanti? Hoho.

My sister, I never once called her kakak. I referred her as 'kakak aku' when talking to others about her but never once I called her kakak. Never. Mak pernah sound kenapa tak panggil kakak. But it was never practised since never. So, how suddenly in these older years nak start panggil kakak? But she is my only kakak in the true kakak sense even though I have 2 kakak. (Ape ni banyak sungguh perkataan kakak??). Those who knew my family well will know what I meant. Let's just say I am the middle sister in the family. Ada sorang kakak dan seorang 'adik' :)

To my dear kakak, I wish you the most beautiful wedding and may you be blessed with lots of happiness and children (aku nak jadi makcik!!). And perkahwinan ni aku doakan kekal sampai akhir hayat. I hope you will love the present I got you!! Hihi.

Kepada Fazrul (or abang Fazrul?? hehe), sila jaga kakak saya baik-baik. Jangan bagi saya menyesal ajar dia mengorat awak dulu. Hehheh.

Me and my kakak. While we were cruising Kuala Sepetang looking for fireflies.

The only picture I could find in my PC :)

2010-09-01T17:29:00.005+08:00

I am still in the office. Bukan rajin bekerja tapi ada bukak pose free nanti. Makan free kenapa nak tolak kan? Stayback sebab rasa nak buat kerja. Tapi sekarang rasa takde moodnya nak buat kerja. Effect cuti panjang sangat?

Tak baik tau macam tu. Dah kena sound dengan Amar "B ni tak baik tau camtu. Dah la dapat 500". Owh, suci murninya dia ni. Huhu.

A friend's mom meninggal dunia recently. Aku rasa sedih.. And I kept thinking about that ever since. Kenapa ye? Lately, there have been a lot of things running in my mind. And I think most of them are inappropriate. Perkara yang tak patut difikirkan. Kalau fikir jugak memang akan menyusahkan aku satu hari nanti.

Whatever. Sorry, aku bosan dan rasa menyampah.

2010-07-24T11:41:00.001+08:00

Hari tu aku rasa macam dah terjumpa tudung nikah. Yang ini sama kes dengan baju (love at first sight!). Hihi. Bila tengok je terus suka. Dalam hati fikir kalau tak pakai untuk nikah pun nanti nak pakai untuk hari-hari biasa. Sebab tudung tu nampak suci, simple, comel, cute, putih bersih dan segala macam lagilah kata-kata pujian yang ada.

Dia adalah sejenis tudung Syria. Tunjuk kat Amar dia cakap okay cun! (dengan tanda seru skali). Tapi bila tunjuk kat mak dan kakak mereka cakap macam tudung Indon. Haha. Tapi Amar cakap memangla fashion from Indon. Kan ke tudung Ariani tu pun amik nama sempena Ibu Ariani yang cerita ape tu eh? Mutiara Hati kalau tak silap. I was thinking of getting tudung awning untuk majlis nanti. So, kalau nikah pakai this type and sanding tudung awning taklah nampak sama sangat kan since both themes will be white (tula degil sangat nak buat kaler putih semua)

Berikut adalah tudung yang diperkatakan. Indon tak? (Abaikan muka bulat comot tu)

Tapi kenapa saya rasa tudung ni sangat sweet?

2010-07-19T15:29:00.004+08:00

Dewan semakin hampir. Bermakna masa durjana yakni episod menggelapkan dalam sejarah kerjaya bakal datang. Ya tuan-tuan dan puan-puan, masa susah tak pernah berakhir.

Minta nyatakan..

Ingin menanya kepada tott..

Menanya kepada tott..

Menanya menanya menanya.. Satu dunia meh weh tanya meh.

Mood terus hilang bila dapat tau petang ni kena stayback. Kacau plan betul. Di saat aku selalu rela hati stayback kat office tak pernah plak ada arahan kena stayback kan. Bila ada plan tu, time tu la dapat wahyu, memo, buku fotostat kulit biru setebal buku teks sejarah sekolah bagai (dah nipis sket sebab fotostat both sides).

Nak jawapan hari Khamis. What the eff?? Bestnyaaaaa.. Wo wee best best beeeest! Kenapa tak mintak jawapan tu semalam aje kan kan?

By the way kawan-kawan, Alhamdulillah Izan dah selamat bersalin baby boy seberat 3.25 kg (wow! besar kan?) jam 1.45 petang tadi. Bolehla sume pi lawat dia kat Hospital Pantai okay.

2010-07-16T13:48:00.003+08:00

I am feeling low and down today. Kejadian semalam plus I don't know what other things affect me more than I thought it would. Yeah, I'm easily affected that way.

Hari ni aku tak keluar lunch. Duduk office settling my work. Miracle. Kadang-kadang bosan dengan kerja aku bukak Internet. Makan tengah hari pun tak. Walaupun ada orang offer belanja saya Sushi King! Oh God, why in the world did I ever refuse that? Like I said, miracle.

I don't know how to say what is on my mind. Just numb. And I have like this hate feeling. Hate? Nah, maybe that's too strong. I just wanna lie down and curl in my bed. I feel sick. Even when Amar called just now, I was talking half-heartedly. He was just trying to help.. I'm bad. Aku gila. Whatever.

I have a feeling I'm going to be really really hungry in 30 minutes. The mi kicap effect dah nak hilang =(

2010-07-15T13:25:00.002+08:00

Kalau orang tak buat kerja, patut ke kita pulak yang buat kerja dia? Tak patut kan? Patutnya kita marah la dia, paksa dia buat kerja.

Wei, buat kerja la wei. Buat!

Kerja sendiri dah cukup banyak kenapa kena tanggung kerja orang lain pulak. That's shit.

2010-07-14T17:26:00.004+08:00

Puan X: Cik Mai kenapa tak approve friend request saya kat Facebook? Kita nak tengok gambar dia

Cik Mai: Aaa? Urm.. Ar.. tunggula nanti kalau saya dapat hidayah atau ilham dalam mimpi baru saya approve. Hihi

Haha. Maaf. Polisi saya tak approve friend request dari rakan kerja seangkatan. Saya dan Anne yang memang baik kamceng tu pun dah sama sefahaman tak mo jadi kawan each other dalam Facebook. Berkawan dalam dunia sebenar sudah. Sebab ape ye? Entah. It feels weird and I personally think, I will feel restricted and no longer feel free in the Facebook world! Haha.

In fact, I no longer approve friend request from strangers. Walaupun privacy policy Facebook sekarang ni dah meragukan dan tak terjamin, kita buat jelah apa yang termampu kan nak protect kita punya account. Was thinking on doing a spring cleaning on my friend list, buang semua yang tak kenal tapi main approve je dulu tapi belum berkesempatan. Maybe later.

2010-07-13T17:06:00.003+08:00

Saya floooo hari ini dari pagi sampai petang tak kering-kering lagi air hidung aku ni hoi. Jadi I'm so not in the mood to work since 4.00 pm resulting in me surfing information for wedding preparation. Sorry bosses and all. Saya tahu saya tidak integriti petang ini.

So, my kad kahwin vendor dah reply my emails. Sangat cepat bekerja dan senang betul. Let's hope yang proses design and everything lepas ni akan senang jugak. And hope jugak the colour we chose will turn out okay! :)

Photographer pun ada a few yang dah balas my emails. Dah dapat quotations and now it is time for decisions decisions. Tapi kan I actually already have this one photographer in mind. Dari awal masa thinking about photographer and after my sister suggested aku macam dah nekad nak ambik dia ni. Kenapa ye? Ntah. Dia macam kes first love dengan baju tu la kot. Atau sebenarnya dah malas nak survey!! Haha. Besides harga yang photographer lain kasi macam a bit pricey for my budget. I can afford to pay but I don't think I can afford paying that much just for photography. Yes, I know pictures are worth a thousand words, believe me, I know and I value the importance (pernah gaduh dengan Amar ok pasal ni sebab awal-awal dulu dia tak nak amik wedding photographer! Horror gile!!). So, aku ingat nak book je tarikh dia ni and nanti call untuk nego the package and all.

Aku perasan yang cara bekerja aku dalam prepare wedding ni macam tak kisah sangat and just nak things settle cepat. Macam get it done and over with. Tangkap muat. Boleh camtu? Haha

2010-07-13T13:49:00.003+08:00

Eclipse is better than New Moon and at par with Twilight.

Sebaris ayat ulasan sahaja sebab malas nak review movie. Hehe.

2010-07-12T13:06:00.004+08:00

Misi hujung minggu sukses!! Oleh itu, tak mengapalah kalau aku terpaksa melepaskan peluang white water rafting kat Gopeng sedangkan aku dah lama teringin mengigau benda tu. Huhu

Misi itu sebenarnya misi wedding preparation. Hehe. Let's see what have I done so far.

Kad kahwin : Ordered. Tunggu feedback from the vendor.

Baju reception Taiping : Booked!! Finally after much consideration and hesitation aku ambil jugak the 1st baju yang aku suka dalam banyak-banyak baju yang disurvey. Ini kira macam baju 1st love. Bila tengok yang ni dah suka and terus tengok baju lain walau cantik jugak tapi takde hati. The only problem tak ambil awal-awal is because it's a wee bit pricey. Tapi Amar yang bantu aku buat keputusan. Mungkin sebab dah bosan tengok aku duduk muka buntu merenung baju tu lama-lama. Haha. I guess he knew I badly wanted it and terus cakap "Ok encik. Ambik jelah baju ni sekarang book". Dalam hati mesti kata "Ei.. pompuan ni. Kalo dah suka tu ambik jelaaa". Haha. Harga? Itu tolak belakang. Huhu.

Baju nikah : Dah hantar kat tailor dan dia kata akan siapkan before raya. Hopefuly cantik nanti. Risau harga je pulak ni. Hehe

Photographer : Still looking

Hantaran : Halfway done. Paling penting akan dapat jugak bag idaman hati!!

Pelamin, meja makan etc. : Akan book nanti. Dah tau mana yang nak. Tinggal nak book je

Phew. Macam dah banyak je aku buat kan kan? Yang lain kita kayuh pelan-pelan k. Bulan 12 macam lambat lagi kan? :)

2010-07-02T15:02:00.002+08:00

Isnin : 7.57
Selasa : 7.57
Rabu : 8.02
Khamis : 7.59
Jumaat : 8.04

Jadual punch card saya untuk minggu ini. Malang tak berbau sebab selalu terbabas tido menyebabkan lambat dan driving sambil marah kereta depan yang bawak slow.

Hari Khamis aku pakai tudung bawal okay je sampai ofis sipi-sipi. Hari ni aku pakai shawl kenapa lewat 4 minit sedangkan aku bangun pagi tadi 6.40?? Sebenarnya salah sendiri. Jangan cuba salahkan tudung bawal. Sekian.

Saya sedang mengalami sindrom petang Jumaat (iaitu perasaan malas tak minat nak buat apa-apa hanya mahu tunggu jam 5.oo petang).

2010-06-29T13:25:00.006+08:00

Sejak aku berjinak-jinak pakai tudung jenis shawl ni, kalau try nak pakai tudung bawal/tudung biasa jenis kotak segiempat sama (iaitu tudung selain shawl panjang la) mesti jadi susah. Susah tu maksudnya nanti saje jela kan tudung tu tak boleh shape la, dah tak reti nak susun baki tudung kat depan tu dan lain-lain hal lagi.

Aku memang suka pakai shawl ni sebab tak payah nak pike tudung tak shape ke hape. Letak je kat kepala tu nah amik ko melekat tros. Tak kisah la orang kata muka aku bulat ke bujur ke petak tepak sireh ke janji senang. Kadang2 tudung tak payah gosok pun. Capai je boleh tros lilit. Everything in life should be as simple as that kan? Lagi satu kalo angin bertiup sekencang ribut taufan el-nina mesti tudung aku mantain statik takkan terbang punyalah. Dahlah design cantik2 menawan harganya semurah RM10 satu. Murah kan kan? Kan? Memang durjana penipu harga RM10 tu sebab dia memang mendorong aku borong banyak dalam sekali beli. Sebab dalam minda pike "Ala.. 10ringgit je pun kan? what de hal". Memang what the $%^#.

Staff ofis ade yang kata tak payah la pakai tudung bawal. Nampak pelik muka aku. Kat ofis ni aku je yang pakai shawl nih setakat ni. Trendsetter ke?? Haha. Except ada sorang dua budak praktikal ni. Yang lain glamour dengan tudung sinetron (awning kat depan) yang aku still belum ada minat nak apply konsep tu dalam pemakaian tudung aku. Tapi dah berangan nikah kahwin nanti nak pakai. Hehe. Ada jugak yang tanya2 camne Cik Mai lilit tudung ni? Susah ke? Siap ade yang cakap "alaa.. dah habis. tak sempat" bila time dia masuk surau aku dah siap pakai tudung (Dia tak sempat nak belajar. Wow! Layakkah aku jadi cikgu? Murid2 sekalian. Haip haip. Lilit betul2). Tahukah kakak2 sekalian, aku main pusing ikut sedap je benda ni. Hehe.

Sekarang ni ade plak fashion anak tudung syria. Macam-macam kaler, macam-macam lapis sampai lima sepuluh lapis. Aku baru nak mula kumpul. Dulu tak nak pakai sebab rasa muka macam lagi bulat bila pakai tapi then kakak aku kata "Hang ingat pakai shawl tu muka hang tak bulat ke?" Dasss.. kena satu ayat pedas. Heheh. Fine, aku tau muka aku memang bulat.

Kesimpulannya? Pakai je apa ko nak. Yang penting confident! :)

Entry ini tercipta sebab hari ni aku pakai tudung bawal. Dia tak shape. Dia bersepah kat depan walaupun dah cuba pin se'neat' mungkin. Dia membuatkan aku lambat keluar rumah, tekan minyak kereta macam madness dan sampai ofis cun2 kol8. Fuh. Patutkah aku say babai to bawal?

2010-06-28T17:06:00.003+08:00

I hate my work sometimes. And I hate the people working around me sometimes. If only masing-masing buat kerja masing-masing properly, things would be easier. But then, manusia ni macam-macam perangai.

I'm not asking much. Aku hanya suruh kau buat kerja ko sendiri, yang memang k0 dibayar gaji untuk buat benda tu. Susah ke?

Lagi satu, gatal tangan pi amik benda atas meja aku tu nape? Lain yang aku suruh amik, lain yg ko angkat sekali. Sekarang dah hilang or misplaced or whatever lah atas meja ko yang serabut tu tahun bila pulak baru nak jumpa tu? Sheesh.

2010-06-23T17:41:00.004+08:00

Some people just dream too big. Or just good in taking advantages perhaps?

Kau sebagai company yang nak membangunkan something. Kau janjikan macam-macam masa nak sign agreement. Lepas tu satu pun tak berjalan. Then kau harapkan seed money untuk kick off projek kau. Kalau camtu then why la kau propose in the 1st place?

Lepas tu bila deal dengan orang takde hitam putih. Bak kata bos aku surat taik cicak. Kau pulak cerita sana sini kata-kata kosong tu. Mana surat buktinya tuan oi...

Kalau bagi kau duit 10 juta pun kau mampu ke nak bangunkan projek tu? Business plan pun tak bagus. Bila mintak lagi ade ke kau nak hantar je yang lama. Lepas tu ada hati nak suruh jual pasir kat sana duit bagi kat kau? Ohohoho.

2010-06-17T17:11:00.004+08:00

Ada hari-hari yang kerja memang macam gampang. Macam kalau orang free hair dikatakan bad hair day. Orang yang pakai tudung macam aku pulak mungkin boleh panggil bad tudung day. Whatever it is, kerja memang kadang-kadang macam 'tutt'.

Politicians made me go blergh.

Numbers made me feel sick.

And you? You just made me go bla bla bla..

Yang penting, Lin Kampo dah ada blog y'all! You can go cekidaut here. Heheh. Cayalah kampo! Siap quote ayat pemalas aku lagi tuh.

2010-05-29T15:37:00.003+08:00

Setiap kali update mesti mulakan dengan ayat dah lama tak update. Haha. Orang pemalas memang macam ni. Sometimes when I am alone, I could think of thousand things to say on blog, but it all seems to just evaporate into thin air everytime I logged in. Sindrome writer's block? I am not that much of a writer anyway.

But I used to be. I used to write religiously in this cute book of mine. I'm a sucker for cute notebooks so I am always buying loads and ended up not using them. My diary is just one of those notebooks. No specific page for specific dates so I could just write in anytime I want. It usually took me about 1 year plus to finish one book since my writing is so small. Dulu bila sedih especially about my broken heart, the diary was where I pour everything out. There was no one that I was comfortable enough to share wholly everything with back then hence the diary.

But the diary I'm still using now is dated way back from 2008. Tak habis pakai lagi sebab dah malas menulis. Probably because I have a living diary now aka Amar. I tell him everything until it bores the hell out of him. Haha. Sori sayang you have to listen to all my babblings.

I also used to read a lot. I could finish a book in a day. If it is interesting enough. I finished the last Harry Potter book in just a day with lack of sleep, eat, mandi dan segala macam keperluan asas manusia, you name it. What matters most was to finish the book. Hehe. Sekarang ni, I have loads of books yang tak habis baca. Eat, Pray, Love, The Secret, The Witch of Portobello, The Last Lecture, The Host, Alice In Wonderland, yada yada. Baca a bit, put it down, pick up another book, tidur, bangun, pergi kerja, tidur, bangun, pergi kerja. Daily routine which is starting to bore me.

Kenapa dah tak membaca? Kenapa dah tak menulis? Patutlah minda pun lambat je sekarang ni. No stimulation whatsoever. I miss my favourite pastimes. Should try harder.

2010-05-07T13:28:00.002+08:00

Lama tak menulis. Almost a month. Lotsa stories but no feel, no mood, no anything hence the long silence. I was even thinking of terminating this blog since macam dah tiada kegunaan. Thinking too of turning this into one of those wedding blogs but I know I will be too lazy plus superbusy to update anything later on. So let's just forget that idea. Besides, I haven't prepared anything except jotting down some things here and there. No planning, no whatsoever.

Am I really getting married? Haha.

This weekend is no weekend for me. Tomorrow, I will be joining the Inno-Race, something involving running and answering questions. Sunday akan masuk hutan. Kenapa aktif fizikal sangat ni? I know, so not me (saya pemalas). I can hardly believe I am signing up for camping! Oh God, I thought the days for camping were over once I finished DPA. Even Amar pun cakap "Tak payahla. Parut pacat dulu pun tak hilang lagi".

But then, work is work. And you gotta do what you gotta do. Shucks.

2010-04-09T23:48:00.003+08:00

It's you and me moving at the speed of light into eternity

Where are you Chris Brown? Aside from Crawl, I haven't heard anything from you at all. And I once heard Richard Reed dissing you on the Hitz morning crew. Lepas tu takde story dah. Kesian you as I think you are super talented. It just shows how one single mistake can cost you a whole lot. Forever is definitely my all time favourite tune from you. I was spending my past hour over YouTube watching your various live performances of Forever. Best sangat. You sure can do many things with your feet Chris.

2010-03-27T14:06:00.002+08:00

In the office. Saturday and office is really just not a good combination. Trying to have fun here anyway. Laughing on the silly things and silly spelling mistakes. Plan nak balik kampung setakat ini masih tergendala. I am mildly wondering why the hell are we the dumping ground for everything. Shucks.

2010-03-27T13:57:00.004+08:00

Pictures from my recent trip to Kuala Lumpur. Percutian 3 hari 2 malam. Heheh. Awesome!

Ooohh.. I would really love to have this in my own house. I have this dream since I was little when I always see people in the movies reading books by the comfortable window. Imagine spending a quite evening relaxing on this kind of spot with your favourite book.. Sigh..

Pepper Lunch Espress. Just please please try this in Midvalley's foodcourt. Loves!

The Wonderland of Alice makes an appearance in the Midvalley centre court. And I don't enjoy Alice In Wonderland as much as I had expected.

2010-03-15T14:34:00.004+08:00

The highest happiness on earth is marriage

~William Lyon Phelps

Btol ke Mas? Masao is married! One happy occasion which served also as a reunion port for us Family of Hell. Love love love my friends to death. Unfortunately, I had to rush back early sebab I ada appointment. Heheh. Gambar sikit je sebab aku tak bawak camera and that picture above of her in her bilik pengantin was the only decent picture I managed to capture sebab dia sibuk nak bercakap masa aku nak snap. Gambar berdua pun lupa nak tangkap. Probably sebab terlalu banyak bercakap.

Too many stories, so many things to say, so little time. I miss my friends so much..

2010-03-12T13:59:00.007+08:00

A close friend of mine, Siti Masayu aka Masao Pemanah Terhebat is getting married tomorrow. Omaigod, from all of my friends, she is the least I thought would marry first. Even anggota Family of Hell pun terkejut gile masa tau Masao nak kahwin. Like, what?? Biar betul. Sebab dulu dia gaya paling "I don't care about love". Gaya jela, tapi dalam hati? Dalam hati ada taman.. What with Rangga la, and sape lagi ntah skandal pujaan hati dia dulu.

Anyway, the picture above was one of those nights where we hang out dengan rakan-rakan. Kalau tak salah dengan Munir and the gang. Pergi mandi sungai and main bowling. Those times when we were young and gila wayang. I remember both of us used to go out every Wednesday (tiket murah) to Medan Pelita and see all the movies possible, cramming it in one night. Selalu pinjam motor Fariza dan merempit all the way to Kuching. Those were the days.. Rindu sungguh.

Congratulations to her. Masao, I am soo happy for you and please say goodbye to your singlehood. Gila ah hang nak kahwin dah. Omaigod omaigod. Tunggu sikit lagi aku join hang ye. Mmuahs!

2010-03-09T18:17:00.011+08:00

A day at Lata Kinjang.

We got the chance to hangout when I had to attend a workshop last Sunday at Kampar. The day was fun fun fun! The water was cooling and the atmosphere was just so serene even though ada ramai orang tengah bermandi-manda. Sadly, we tak mandi pun since the trip was unplanned and we went there unprepared. Just duduk-duduk atas batu dipping our feets in the soothing water, chit chatting about plans and stuffs. Simply a therapy for both our tired minds :)

2010-03-08T17:24:00.003+08:00

Forgiveness is a funny thing. It warms the heart and cools the sting.

~ William Arthur Ward

"I got a dear friend of mine back". That was my Facebook shoutout today. Today was the sweetest ever. We parted ways back in 2006. Almost 4 years of silence after 3 years of close friendship.

The case was someone bad mouthed me to her and she decided to just believe without confronting me. Bahaya tau mulut orang ni. Akhirnya, she found out the truth. Orang takde buat salah tau. Sob sob. I was living in guilty conscience all this while when I thought of her sometimes. Betulkah salah aku? But I was not mad at her, at least not anymore. What's past is past. It is better to look forward to the future than to mourn over the past.

Again, mulut orang memang bahaya. Aku terkena lagi recently. I have learnt my lesson to be careful of what I say, to who I say it, and in what context do I say it. Cause we'll never know if orang akan misinterpret what we say or totally twist it or ada orang yang terlalu naive tak sedar apa yang they say is totally wrong. Salah wei!!

Anyway, glad to have her back in my book. Friendship forever I hope.

2010-03-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

I was blog hopping to many many many bridezilla's blog after Izan sugested to me a few and started to panic a lil'. My oh my, the preparation they all did for their wedding was like so intense, so detailed out to each and every tiny bit of little things. Ada yang sub kon semua to orang lain, ada yang semua pun buat sendiri (tabah!). Banyak sungguh kerja untuk kahwin ni.

And yet Mai, you are still doing nothing? Haha. By panic a lil', I really meant a teeny weeny little bit aje. Haha. Sekejap je panic, lepas tu seronok betol tengok these blogs one by one. Dah mula berangan macam-macam juga!

So, bila nak buat persiapan ni Mai?

The house was being expanded by ayah and mak. Mungkinkah persiapan sambut menantu? Hark hark. Menantu pertama sudah semestinya kakak aku dulu okay. Tidaklah hamba ini melangkah banyak beno bendul akhirnya :) But what was really unexpected is that ayah and mak are also expanding my room (sikit aje)! And also adding a bathroom with two entry points each from mine and my sister's room. Wallah! Kita ada bilik mandi sendiri nanti sayang.. Heeee. But then, dah takdela nanti moments berebut bilik mandi dengan ayah? Owh.. tak best la macam tu. Mungkin terpaksa sengaja sibuk nak tumpang mandi bilik mandi ayah nanti bila nampak je ayah nak mandi.

So, the house are really stuffy these days since semua tingkap pintu tak digalakkan dibuka untuk mengelakkan habuk-habuk kerja masuk dalam rumah. Tambah dengan fenomena El-Nino sekarang ni, omaigod panasnya dunia!!

2010-02-28T11:14:00.002+08:00

Am now waiting for my flight to sabah. Killing the boredom by writing this. Finally, the day untuk pergi Sabah. God knows the ordeals I have been through in order to set this trip in such a short time.Maybe benda senang je, but I don't know what makes this soo hard. I mean, apekah yang susah sangat kalau pakai travel agent kan? Sigh.. Can't wait for this trip to be over. Then maybe I can get to my kerja hakiki yang dah menimbun kat ofis tu.

2010-02-19T13:13:00.002+08:00

I can't sleep last night and so listened to Amar's MP3 and tadi dalam meeting just thought of how much I love the song Kerna Kamu by Faizal Tahir. Comel amat.

Turut turut turut turut. Wow wow yeah.

Lyrics like:

Dan aku ada hanyalah kamu

Itu saja yang ku mahu

Dari sejuta yang ku tahu

And the way he sang macam laju-laju. Lagi satu:

Kamu ada di dalam aku

Aku di dalam rindu

Sedang ingatkan kamu

Too cute kan? Loves.

2010-02-17T17:12:00.003+08:00

every second counts on a clock that's ticking

gotta live like we're dying

I have been doing my work religiously since morning. Dedicated sangat I tell you. Kerana kerja setambun yang I hate you for putting me in this mess! Memang aku pangkah kau la. Or in other words memang aku takkan pangkah kau okay.

Anyway, CNY holidays were spent doing nothing. Except that I went to Huda's reception yang sangat best since I met a whole lot of long-lost friends. My family were supposed to go to Melaka for the holidays but it was postponed since ayah was not feeling well. But then, dari postponed terus cancel. Kesian ayah sakit, takkan nak paksa jalan-jalan lagi pulak.

On last Friday, I took an emergency leave because my cousin died from an accident at his work place. Such a tragedy yang I don't intend to repeat here. Sedih sangat. I just hope Kak Rozie will be strong for her 4 kids. She has been through a lot so I hope she will make it through. Allah takkan menguji hambaNya melainkan Dia tahu hambaNya itu mampu menghadapi ujian dan dugaan yang diberikanNya.

Al- Fatihah untuk arwah.

Speaking of accidents, this morning on my way to work, passed through one fatal accident on the highway. Nampak ada tangan underneath the black plastic bag and a car and a motorcycle damaged beyond repair. Owh.. ngerinya. Begitu cepatnya kalau Tuhan nak tarik nyawa kita, just with the blink of an eye pun boleh.

Al- Fatihah juga untuk arwah (kalau dia Islam)

Which reminds me betapa amalan aku tak cukup lagi dekat dunia ni :( Still mencuba.

And also reminds me of how I should not be complaining that my leave for today was cancelled by the boss, but instead be grateful for another second, another minute, another hour, another day to live and love.

And taking cue from Kris Allen's/The Script's:

we only got 86,400 seconds in a day

to turn it all around or throw it all away

gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say

gotta live like we're dying

~ mak,ayah,kakak-kakak,family of hell,kawan-kawan,everyone alive and not forgetting sayang, I love you guys..

2010-02-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

Ahad lalu telah pergi shopping. Got what I wanted and even more! Hehe.

Dark grey khakis dah dapat.

Ada juga dapat sesuatu yang lain!

Almari je belum jumpa lagi. Penat sungguh pusing Ipoh cari almari. Almari memang banyak tapi nak cari yang warna putih kenapa susah sangat? Semua tak menepati citarasa. Amar pun so sweet dengan baiknya went in and out of all those stores with me looking for my almari. Sebab dah banyak sangat kedai kitorang pergi, he even went into a few stores alone and told me to wait in the car je while he went to cekidaut. Baik kan? Heheeeeee. Anyone have an inkling where i could find one sweet, nice, simple, value-for-money white almari?

2010-01-28T13:06:00.006+08:00

Work sucks. It is really killing me to the point yang aku memang rasa nak baling semua fail-fail dalam bilik ni atau mungkin masukkan je dalam shredder semua surat-surat atas meja dan dalam tray In aku ni. I don't cope well with stress. Tsk tsk

I want to shop badly.. Naaaak..

grey pants

I want a white wardrobe.. Putih, suci dan berseri je..

Tengok ni.. Waaaah.. naaaak..

Sayang.. naaak...

2010-01-25T13:49:00.005+08:00

An e-mail from a colleague. Something for you guys to ponder on. Haha.

Corporate Culture 1

Corporate Culture 2

Corporate Culture 3

Organization Chart

Resources

Waiting for BONUS!!!

Hahahaha. Well said. Hear hear!

2010-01-23T19:24:00.006+08:00

Menarilah dan terus tertawa

Walau dunia tak seindah surga

Bersyukurlah pada Yang Kuasa

Cinta kita di dunia

Selamanya

~Laskar Pelangi, Nidji

Amar pernah nyanyikan lagu ni dulu for me when I was down.

My point is, be thankful :)

2010-01-23T19:19:00.002+08:00

Heh. Ini kerja kau masa cuti Mai? Tukar template blog? Kerja ofis yang ko bawak balik banyak-banyak tu bila nak buat? Hahahaaaa.

Yuckss.

2010-01-21T14:28:00.003+08:00

I was blog hopping tadi. Sekarang ni cukup malas nak update blog. Tapi melompat ke blog orang agak rajin la. Padahal blog sape-sape je entah. Tapi bila ingat what I read bila blog hopping tu rasa teringin nak cakap kat sini.

Selalu je baca kat blog orang statement yang berbunyi lebih kurang macam ni:

1. Don't judge a book by it's cover
2. I am my own self. Don't judge me if you don't know me

Lepas tu nanti adala jugak perkataan-perkataan tak baik. Kira maksud semua ayat di atas macam blogger tu nak kata macam ni la:

"Saya adalah diri saya. Jangan pandai-pandai nak judge saya kalau tak kenal saya. Sape ko nak judge aku?"

Selalunya yang post macam ni yang budak-budak muda la. Maybe masih tercari-cari identiti sendiri. Lepas tu orang kata buruk sikit dah gelabah. Heh.

Hmm.. tapi kalau la betul, banyak jugak orang yang pendengki kat dunia ni kan?

2009-12-14T17:46:00.006+08:00

Love is the condition in which the happiness of the other person is essential to your own

~ Robert Heinlein

Sangat suka kalau baca kisah orang bercinta. I was taking my mind off things tadi and just bloghopping to entah sape-sape je punya blog. And sana-sini ada people talking about their love stories. Suka baca. Ada certain people, when they wrote about their love story, story itu tak menjengkelkan dan buat kita tak rasa dia ni macam berlagak cambest. Kita hanya rasa alalalala.. sweetnya dan tumpang happy dengan dia. Dan ada juga story yang buat kita rasa bluek. What the @%^$^. Tapi sebenarnya terpulang kepada masing-masing how to say their story kan. Aku punya cerita pun ntah2 ada je yang cursing bila baca kan? Who knew.

Anyway, my point is I'm happy seeing other happy people. And I sincerely mendoakan kawan-kawan kesayangan akan turut happy not only in love, but in every aspects of life. Amin..

2009-12-12T15:38:00.006+08:00

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that

~Michael Leunig

Phew. Lama tak update blog ni. Been so preoccupied with things and work and along the way, I forgot how to blog. Felt like there's nothing to share. And when there's things to share, takde masa pulak. So, a few things had been happening around. Paling penting and the mega major event is probably the one where I got engaged! :)

It was only a simple ceremony with just the right amount of sweetness. Just the way I want things to be. Ada majlis tahlil on the morning and bertunang selepas Zohor. Walaupun ada a few minor glitches here and there (baju too tight, bila dah alter senget plak!) tapi Alhamdulillah things went well. Semua pun buat sendiri untuk kepuasan hati but mostly is to cut the cost! Hehe. Hantaran, pelamin bersusah payah tau buat with the help from mak and kakak. But sangat berpuas hati dengan hasilnya.

So, we are heading towards marriage now. Rasa macam banyak benda tak buat lagi dan kena buat cepat! Tapi rasa baru je bertunang 2 minggu!

And we have another addition to the family. Si dia kat bawah ni nama dia Taya (courtesy of my sis who named her tayar since dia kena gelek dengan tayar kereta ayah) Tapi to make it macam glamour sikit aku buang la huruf r tu. Hehe. Dah lama dah dia ni dok menempek kat rumah aku. Back then when he was only a little kitten. Kesian dia mengiau lapar selalu so we fed him. Sampai la sekarang. Tadi tengok dia dah besar! Erm.. dah tak cute sangat. Shoooh! Tak nak main dengan dia dah.

Gambar atas ni on my engagement day. Taya kena kurung sebab he suka menyibuk nak masuk rumah kalau pintu terbukak. Sibuk je nak asah kuku dia kat karpet and round pusing2 rumah macam YB check kawasan. So, a few weeks before my day, ayah bought a cage for him. But we totally forgot about him on the day sebab sibuk dengan kenduri. He was left kat tempat yang paginya wayyy exposed to the hot sunlight and then esposed pulak to the heavy rain in the evening. So dah habis kenduri we let him out, dia macam weirdo sikit. Like sakit tak larat. That's why mak usap2 dia. Ingat nak bawak pergi vet dah tapi lepas tu elok je dia lari2 balik. Ceh

Anyway, esok going to a kenduri. Rasa macam dah lama tak kenduri. Pemalas nak bersiap aku ni kalau kenduri orang yang aku tak kenal. Ayah selalu marah cakap aku tak pergi kenduri orang nanti takde orang pulak nak pergi kenduri aku.

Alaaa ayah.. kenduri kawan-kawan Uda pergi ape...

2009-11-17T17:10:00.004+08:00

After much thoughts, I would just like to say these few words. Not to explain anything but just for the sake of saying something:

1. It is not the issue of trust. Mengkhianati kepercayaan ke kalau everyone was talking about the same thing that everyone knows? Fakta yang semua orang tahu since it is made public. I think it is called bersembang. Alaaah.. macam kau tak pernah buat.

2. It is only logical, that a person would backup their loved ones. But it is the complete opposite if you still back them up when they have done wrong. Kalau kau dengan dia kritik orang about doing A when you guys are doing the exact same bloody thing, apakah itu?

3. And I frankly think you cakap tak serupa bikin. And should not be saying some of the things you said. And you're saying all those things based on what facts? You never know how your future will turn out. But then, it is your business.

But then again, I am just merely saying..

2009-11-07T15:41:00.005+08:00

Sangat lama tak tulis blog. Busy dengan kerja, malas, takde idea, semua alasan pun ada, you just name it. But then, bila cuti duduk rumah and belum lagi terasa nak buat 'itu', maka saya memblog.

Yesterday, I had an event at Bukit Larut. Hampeh gila. Bilalah aku boleh naik turun Bukit Larut macam manusia sihat. Sampai atas je, wuekkk. Keluar segala hash brown dan Sausage McMuffin yang bersusah payah aku sumbatkan cepat-cepat while driving there. Turun bawah pulak sekali lagi wuekk. Keluarlah pula nasi lemak dan rendang ayam yang Kak Kiah bertungkus lumus masak nun di atas Bukit Larut itu. Heh.

Then, I went to a few places. Orang-orang Taiping sekalian, please please go to Sentosa Villas (dekat dalam taman yang dekat dengan institut memandu tu) and see the amazing villas they have set up. This is my second trip there. Cantik betul tak tipu.

And then, petang tu I went to Hutan Paya Bakau Matang, Kuala Sepetang. Tengok kayu-kayu bakau tu was not that interesting to me. Tapi, on our boat ride later, the most amazing thing happened! I saw dolphins!!! DOLPHINS wei. Macam ape je kan ada dolphin kat sungai kat Kuala Sepetang? Tapi ini memang betul sumpah tak tipu. There were about six of them. Swimmming and melompat-lompat dalam air tu. We all kena tutup enjin bot baru dolphins tu berani datang dekat. Aku memang jakun sangat-sangat okay. Tapi memang malang betul my handphone's battery kong yang memang mampus terus. Rasa nak baling je dalam sungai. Macam mane nak ambik bahan bukti ni? Tapi dalam handphone bos ada. Sumpah tak tipu tau.

Heh. Excited sekejap.

Anyway, I have loads to do. Tapi why does it seems that I can't get a move.

2009-10-21T17:25:00.002+08:00

By working faithfully eight hours a day, you may eventually get to be boss and work twelve hours a day

~ Robert Frost

Kalau sekarang belum boss tapi dah kerja 12 hours macam mana? Yesterday I was in the office from 8 to 5. Then, I had a meeting which starts at 5 and ends at 9.30 pm. Hoho. Aku sangat seorang bos.

I was in front of my PC yesterday when I saw my colleagues coming to my room and so I smiled to her waaay before she entered and she said to me:

"Ey, we should have a window la between us (her room was next to mine) cause I love to see you, smiling like this. But not when you are crying. When we all came here, we were tensed with the workloads tapi sekarang dah biasa. Cause I noticed you were sort of a jovial person when you first joined here. But now.. "

And her voice trailed away. Hahah. I guess everybody noticed that changes. Even my closest friends said that. And besides me, there is no one more affected by this changes than Amar, who had been very patient listening to me whining. Kesian dia. Heheh. Sorry sayang..

Speaking of Amar, 20th October 2009 marked our 1st year anniversary. Cheers to one amazing years and hopefully loads more to come!

2009-10-16T16:03:00.002+08:00

Pagi tadi aku sangat rajin buat kerja. Then ada jamuan raya tak sedap. Then aku keluar berfoya-foya for lunch hour. Tapi misi lunch hour aku hari ni gagal. Tsk.

Sekarang petang ni aku agak malas buat kerja. In fact, can't wait to drive back to the pensioners town. Ada misi. Tak boleh gagal.

By the way, Happy Deepavali to everyone celebrating. Too bad Depavali falls on Saturday kan? Kalau tak mesti boleh cuti Isnin. But to the rest, Happy Weekend!

2009-10-14T16:43:00.002+08:00

Esok ada audit 5s. I don't know how much I have blabbed and complained about 5s before but I'm sure sangat banyak because this thing is really a total pain. I admit aku memang jarang, in fact tak buat pun 5s ni tapi bila time kena buat tu memang rasa nak menyumpah. Contohnya tadi. But I managed to do a teeny weeny bit yang sangat minimal and I hope that will be sufficient enough for tomorrow. Nampak macam takde beza pun bilik ni.

Hari ini I'm kind of in a good mood all day. Takde terasa tension. Let's just hope this mood lasted through the night. It feels good to be able to finish a day without crying.

2009-10-12T16:26:00.003+08:00

I haven't blog in ages. Been busy the whole week after Raya slaving myself. I know I got paid for it, tapi penatlah. Seriously penat. Izan pun rasa macam dah lama je tak jumpe. Memang lama pun. IZAN!!!! Tadi I went for a trip to Gua Tempurung. In my baju kurung and in this working shoes of mine. Nasiblah I don't wear heels to work. But the trip was interesting. It was actually a trip for some government officers from Korea. They are in some kind of exchange program and they want to see Gua Tempurung after being introduced to it in a presentation. I would love to strike a conversation with them but unfortunately they don't speak English very well and I don't know any Korean language besides uppa or anyong-saeyo (is that how you spell it?). Haha. I tried asking a lady about this trip and I don't understand any of her answers. But one thing I learned is that they say 'Kimchi' instead of 'cheese' when taking photos. Heh. Balik ni mesti lemah lutut. Tiba-tiba je naik gua. Teringat masa panjat Gunung Panti. Though this gua was way easier for sure. I went up sampai Platform 4 (about 600 steps) into the Wind Tunnel. The wind was blowing very nicely here, it felt great. Saw a lot of pictures/ ukiran on the wall. Ada Monalisa, ayam, penguin, naga. Paling aku suka is monyet bawak kereta :). Anyway, someday nak pergi lagi tapi nak lalu jalan air. Dengar cerita ada gelongsor. Heh. Jom?

2009-09-26T09:44:00.002+08:00

I was quite annoyed yesterday with that shameless someone. I hope that someone backs off before my annoyance got the better of me.

And I don't know what's wrong with my Facebook account. I couldn't log in. And before there were 2 emails from fb saying that I have requested to reset my password and so they were emails telling me the codes to reset it. And both emails were already opened and read before I log in. Either fb and yahoo have gone haywire or someone was trying to hack into both my accounts. Which is so not cool.

Patut buat kerja sekarang.

2009-09-18T11:58:00.004+08:00

Hari ini datang ofis dengan perasaan biasa. Tetapi ada perasaan nak balik kampung. Tetapi sampai je ofis terus rasa dah mati perasaan hilang tak tau pergi mana dah. Uh-oh

Tetapi sekarang kembali bersemangat. Kerana satu pejabat dapat half-day hari ini! Oh **, terima kasih di atas kurniaan raya yang tidak terhingga ini. Heh. So peeps,

Eid Mubarak!

Have a joyous raya ahead

Tapi berpada-pada juga dalam sambutan

Don't forget to get yourself buncit from all those yummy foods!
(Apalah raya tanpa makanan?)

And drive safe!

2009-09-11T13:57:00.002+08:00

I am too tired. Thank God today is Friday. Had a really long and tiring week with heavy workloads, ad-hoc works and I'm going crazy! Tapi, kebelakangan ini sudah mampu bertahan sedikit bagus I think. Still complaining tapi tidak complain seteruk dulu I think. I think. I think.

Can't wait for this weekend to unwind myself. In fact, can't wait for later. Alia, see you in a bit!

2009-09-07T15:02:00.004+08:00

Sleep 'til you're hungry, eat 'til you're sleepy.

~Author Unknown

Minggu lepas, kami buat lasagna. No pictures. It turned out way salty due to the untolerable amount of cheese I grated on it. Hah. Tamak haloba.

So this week, we made pizza! Kalau nak dibandingkan dengan perisa Pizza Hut, pizza ini bolehlah diumpamakan seperti Chicken Supreme (digantikan dengan beef) atau Super Supreme (tapi takde pepperoni and olive). Rasanya sedap. Superb.

The whole pizza

One slice. Ada 2 lapis pizza ni

Talking about food, buat aku teringin sangat nasi wanggey. Sejak bulan puasa tak pernah lagi makan. Bila petang ayam sedap dah habis. Naaaak..

2009-09-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

God gave you a gift of 86,400 seconds today. Have you used one to say "thank you"?

~William A. Ward

Saya ada berita hebat!! Portfolio kerja aku akan kurang satu. InsyaAllah. Actually, akan kurang dua tapi dua portfolio itu lebih kurang sama je skop kerja. Which means now I will only have to focus on that one portfolio yang agak menyusahkan juga actually because of the workloads.

But this is better right? Things will be better I hope from here on. Pray to God that it will.

Friday is being good to me so far. Thank you.

2009-09-02T10:20:00.005+08:00

melihat tawamu

mendengar senandungmu

terlihat jelas di mataku

warna-warna indahmu

menatap langkahmu

meratapi kisah hidupmu

terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu

anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

sifatmu nan s'lalu

redahkan ambisiku

tepikan khilafku

dari bunga yang layu

saat kau disisiku

kembali dunia ceria

tegaskan bahwa kamu

anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

belai lembut jarimu

sejuk tatap wajahmu

hangat peluk janjimu

anugerah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

I used to be such a fan of Sheila On 7. Golongan peminatnya dipanggil Sheila Gank. Well, I still am. Cuma mungkin tidak sefanatik dahulu. Dulu tak pernah miss beli semua album but i stopped buying after OST 30 Hari Mencari Cinta (which was a superb album by the way!). Tak tahu kenapa berhenti beli.

Anyway, was listening to this song while settling my workloads and had the urge to post this in the blog. Sungguh indah lagu ini dengan lirik yang sangat simple tetapi dengan makna yang sangat erm.. sayu? Heh. Lagu ini buat aku terasa sangat bersyukur dengan Dia dan dia.

Dedicating this to Amar :).

2009-08-28T15:10:00.003+08:00

Hari ini aku berpakaian paling sempoi ke ofis. Seluar slack hitam dan t-shirt Giordano hitam (dengan huruf C warna gold besar kat depan bertulis Creativity provides opportunity; Innovation provides leadership) Kalau sesiapa nampak seseorang pakai macam ini tudung silver sila jangan tegur sebab aku sangat stress hari ini.

Sebab apa pakai macam ini kamu tanya? Sebab hari ini kononnya ada Big Cleaning Day. Tapi sesampainya di pejabat pagi tadi sumpah rasa nak balik aje tukar baju. Kenapa semua orang pakai baju pekerjaan biasa? Kenapa? Orang yang semalam cakap kepada aku hari ini pakai baju sukan dengan nada ala-ala 'Of course. Itu pun tak tahu ke?' pun pakai baju pekerjaan dia. Damn you. Oops, I mean dang. Apakah ini Big Cleaning Day? Siapa punya idea otak ini? Kalau begini la gayanya, di mana 'big' nya? Baik sendiri-sendiri buat sahaja. Tsk. Sumpah rasa nak balik rumah pagi tadi. Sumpah. Terpaksa pakai blazer setiap masa dan berlagak cool macam seorang pekerja swasta yang selalu pakai suit smart ke pejabat.

Pahala puasa hari ini sangat kurus. Sana tidak kena, sini tidak kena, maka tidak boleh mengelak dari mengumpat. Chait!!

Hari ini perasaan rasa seperti dibuli. Work-wise. Tapi ini tiada kaitan dengan insiden kesalahan memalukan baju tadi. Tapi kenapa wei kenapa? Tapi tadi aku buka blog Wahida dan nampak quote dia yang ini:

~Kadang-kadang Allah hilangkan sekejap matahari kemudian Dia datangkan pula guruh dan kilat. Puas kita menangis mencari mana matahari kita. Rupa-rupanya Allah nak hadiahkan kita pelangi yang indah~

Ceh kau Wahida. Kenapa tak bagi aku copy benda kat website hang? Dah aku kena taip balik. Tsk. Kena buli..

Hmm.. Kena fikir selalu tentang ini untuk menyenangkan hati. Tapi God, kenapa macam susah sangat saya rasa sometimes... Nasib ada itu orang yang setiap kali saya bersamanya terasa macam ada banyak butterflies fluttering in the stomach. And I thank you God for that one precious gift.

Later, I'm gonna head back to the pensioners town. Semoga masakan emak yang enak harum sedap mata memandang sedap tekak memakan akan tersedia menunggu di rumah untuk menghilangkan gundah gulana hati aku ini.

Agak-agak highway ke Utara jam tak hari ini?

2009-08-27T15:55:00.002+08:00

Semalam kami masak lauk sardin dan telur dadar (yang ini Azi masak) dan sayur butterhead dengan sos tiram (yang ini aku masak tapi teknik lain dari hari sebelumnya). Bukan nak bangga diri tapi MasyaAllah kenapa rasa makanan kami semalam sangat sedap ye? Hahah. Mungkin sebab sangat lapar dan mungkin sebab simplicity is the best policy.

Bulan puasa ini asyik makan banyak saja. Semalam makan banyak lagi sebab Azi masak nasi satu suku. Kalau tiga orang masak satu setengah. Kalau dua orang kenapa pulak masak satu suku? Teehee. Azi dah pening sebab lapar kot. Hari ini entahla nak masak apa. Esok kita cerita lagi ye.

Speaking of tomorrow, ofis ada Big Cleaning Day 5S. Harap-harap esok I can really clear up everything and melaksanakan 5S dengan jayanya. Tapi rasanya satu hari mana mampu settle semua. Dream on. Okay tidak mengapa. At least selesai sikit. That's better than nothing.

Mari sambung kerja. There is approximately another 27 minutes to go.

2009-08-26T09:07:00.002+08:00

Hari ini terasa malas lagi. Haish. Kalau setiap hari malas, what's going to happen to work? Baik berhenti kerja sahaja dari hari-hari makan gaji buta dan duit gaji itu jadi duit haram kerana I don't deserve it. Apa nak jadi dengan diri ini? Tetapi aku ingin mencuba untuk tidak bermalasan supaya hari ini tidak menjadi Hari Malas Sedunia lagi. Jadi tadi terfikir mungkin dengan menulis blog boleh bagi semangat sikit? Hehe

Semalam, 4.30 je terus aku chow balik. Tak pernah aku balik seawal tu. Sampai Izan pun tanya awalnya balik? Sebab it really was a miracle bila aku balik lagi cepat dari Izan. Heh. Maka, aku dan Azi pergi shopping kat Giant tapi balik dengan perasaan hampa dan kecewa. Mana pergi semua barang-barang dalam Giant??? Sedih harapan nak makan sayur pak choy tak tercapai. Tapi kami beli juga daging buffalo (cow tiada dalam pasaran), kacang panjang, sayur baby butterhead (comel kan nama sayur ini?).

Hasil masakan ialah daging black pepper, sayur baby butterhead masak sos tiram (comel sungguh nama sayur!) dan kacang panjang makan dengan tempoyak. All in all, one superb dinner. Sungguh tidak sangka kami mampu memasak secukup rasa walaupun tanpa bantuan deria rasa (maksudnya sini masak tak boleh nak rasa sebab puasa). Gambar ada dalam telefon tetapi tiada kemudahan untuk transfer. Tutup mata dan bayangkan sahaja.

Hari ini masak apa kau tanya? Semalam dah plan nak masak sardin, sayur baby butterhead lagi dan telur dadar. Kami semalam siap rancang nak buat siap-siap everyday menu for the rest of puasa supaya boleh rancang stok bahan mentah untuk dibeli. Haha. Perkara yang menggembirakan hati bila tensi dengan kerja. Maka, hari ini kalau aku bosan di ofis akan rancang menu untuk setahun.

Speaking of happy things, today is Wednesday! Hari yang dinanti pada minggu ini. That should be enough to give me that extra dose of semangat and happiness.

Mari buat kerja.

2009-08-25T13:52:00.003+08:00

Hari ini sumpah Hari Malas Sedunia. Sumpah aku rasa malas sangat. Tiada alasan kenapa malas. Memang tiada alasan dan tidak perlu reka alasan kerana sememangnya malas. Walaupun ofis memang sejuk (alasan malas sebelum ini). Aku memang malas hari ini. Fullstop.

Malas. Malas. Malas.

Terasa nak berhenti kerja. I have said this countless time. Mostly to Amar but I think ini semua cakap sahaja. Sanggup ke aku nak berhenti kerja? Lepas susah payah going through all the process. Those 6 months of pure torture? Paling utama, mampu ke aku berhenti kerja?

Aku nak bekerja dan aku boleh suka bekerja tetapi bila semua terlampau banyak menyesakkan otak, kepala, fikiran etc di masa itu lah yang aku rasa nak baling sahaja semua fail-fail ini. As I have said before, I crack easily under pressure. Proven.

Rabu.. Rabu..

2009-08-24T13:33:00.003+08:00

Waktu rehat secara rasminya telah bermula 3 minit yang lalu. Tapi aku sebenarnya dah curi-curi main Internet 10 minit yang lalu. Selain itu,curi-curi tengok email dan blog orang lain jugak kadang-kadang. Ampunn... Hamba tertekan dan bosan dengan kerja in which i need something to de-stress. Tidak mengapa. Sendiri buat, sendiri tanggung dan sendiri tahulah bagaimana nak counter balik every action we took right?

I am so lucky berjaya ada speaker kat bilik ini (curi dari rakan bilik sebelah bila dia dah bertukar dan orang baru belum datang ganti lagi tempat dia). Bila ada speaker boleh juga Anuar Zain atau Duta atau sesiapa sahaja yang ada dalam playlist aku menemani ketika tensi. Tidak mengapa. Orang baru macam serius jenis tak suka dengar lagu saja (i guess). Tapi hari tu macam ada dengar bunyi lagu Faizal Tahir dari bilik dia (dia minat Faizal Tahir??). Hmm.. berjaya cari speaker baru kot. Tidak mengapa. Kita masih berkawan kan S walaupun aku curi speaker kat bilik kau tanpa pengetahuan kau?

Hari ini hari ketiga berpuasa. Hari pertama berjaya puasa di rumah dengan sihat separuh hari sahaja. Selebihnya pening yang teramat dan dihabiskan dengan tidur. Sempat belajar buat sos nasi ayam sahaja (awalnya berangan nak ambil resepi nasi ayam hebat mak). Hari kedua what a miracle! Tiada pening atau fatigue langsung sedangkan berjalan-jalan dengan Amar. Mungkin kegembiraan mendapat dua benda baru itu mengatasi segala-galanya (horray!). Hari ketiga ialah hari ini. Don't know yet how it will end. Setakat ini merasa okay sahaja. Perut ada juga menyanyi tapi volume perlahan lagi.

Am feeling sad. Hari pertama berbuka dengan nasi ayam hebat mak di rumah. Hari kedua berbuka dengan Amar kesayangan. Hari ketiga? Mestilah kena berbuka secara bujang. Tsk tsk

Itu cerita puasa. Cerita kerja kau tanya? Hmph. Tidak perlu kot membebankan fikiran fikir tentang kerja di masa rehat ini. Atau kejap lagi lepas habis blogging dah kembali ke dunia unit pening boleh fikir. Mesin perfume (tak tau apa nama sebenar dia) baru je berhembus mengeluarkan bauan lemon yang menyucuk hidung. Wangi sangat ni sampai ada potensi pening dan menahan nafas setiap kali dia hembus. Perlu buat sesuatu.

Sekarang ini ingin dinyatakan tidak sabar tunggu hari Rabu. Da di da...

2009-08-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for Sunday. Two new things await me. InsyAllah.. yippeeee!! :)

Okay, now i wanna wish everybody Happy Saturday and Sunday.

Also, salam Ramadhan. Selamat berpuasa dan semoga Ramadhan tahun ini membawa a gazillion of blessings for each and everyone of us..

Off to the pensioner's town now..

2009-08-21T14:13:00.004+08:00

Just got back from lunch. Seperti biasa tadi aku pusing taman. Hah. Terasa macam aku ni some kind of pegawai penguasa pulak setiap Jumaat pergi pusing taman mencari pesalah-pesalah yang tak sembahyang Jumaat. Tapi taman tu memang on the way nak balik ofis pun.

Seperti biasa ada juga umat golongan tersebut tadi. Ada yang dating dengan awek. Ada sorang parking motor lepas tu tidur atas motor tu. Uhukuhuk. Sedihnya aku tengok.. Anyway, aku komen orang macam lah aku ni perfect sangat. Tapi, aku cuba sebaik-baiknya setiap hari untuk menunaikan segala yang wajib. And i admit yang sunat aku kadang-kadang je. Huuuu

Just to recap the movie i saw last night, which is

I Love You Beth Cooper

Tak perlu tengok la ye peeps. Tidak best. Memang ia hiburan yang boleh tengok-gelak kuat-kuat atas lawak yang mostly ada unsur lucah-tak perlu berfikir-relax je sandar tengok kind of movie. Ini hiburan yang macam American Pie, Superhero Movie dan angkatan seumpamanya yang aku tak berapa suka sangat. Gelak funny tapi tidak mendatangkan kepuasan macam kalau kita tengok 27 Dresses, Shopaholic Movie tu. Tapi this is the only choice semalam. Tapi kau-kau semua nak tengok pun tak kisah. Apa salahnya

2009-08-21T11:19:00.002+08:00

The office is effing cold today. Agaknya ada orang lupa tutup aircond semalam sebab masa aku sampai ofis pagi tadi cermin tingkap berkuap-kuap (ada sejatan air). Maka, hari ini memang rasa malas nak bekerja. Tapi tetap buat kerja cuma dalam kadar yang teramat perlahan/ lembab. Typing is hard too since my hand feels so numb from the cold. Sheesh

Ok. This entry is short sebab jari aku seumpama tak mampu bergerak ni. huhu (drama gila)

<3

2009-08-15T17:53:00.002+08:00

Ngeh ngeh. Saja membuang masa edit gambar whereas i should be doing my work.. dang.

2009-08-15T12:36:00.005+08:00

Pictures from last week's lepaking. Weekend with Amar is always great walaupun tiada buat apa-apa just makan-makan jalan-jalan with bloated stomach sampai sakit kaki dan lepak kedai buku :)

Nasi ganja. The one listed down as one of my favourite foods. Just look at the crowd. Ramai kan? And I have met Sharifah Amani, arwah Yasmin Ahmad, Aishah Sinclair and ada lagi tak ingat during my numerous visits here

Amar looking bercahaya, beriman, beramal. Bahaha

And me looking happy tak sabar nak makan

Sadly, no pictures of the nasi wanggey was taken since we were both so hungry and immediately digged in the food upon the mamak placing it on our table. Heh. And I bought two more books on the weekend. Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert and A Bend In The Road by Nicholas Sparks. The latter was bought for only RM8 at a second hand bookstore. You tell me how could I resist an 8 ringgit book?? Amar pulak was sweet enough to besabar je tunggu saya belek buku lama-lama. But I know mesti dalam hati mengomel. I seriously need to stop buying more books and finish the one I have first. Ini the current books I have tapi dah baca sikit-sikit sana-sini

The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. A gift from my sis. Yet unopened and still in it's plastic wrapping

Slumdog Millionaire by Vikas Swarup. Seen the movie and need to read the book to compare. Heh

The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch. Bought at the MPH sale

Newest addition. Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert

New but old. A Bend in The Road by Nicholas Sparks

Jadi, mari membaca semua! And make it our habit. It used to be mine tapi since I started working at this new place, dah kurang masa nak membaca since i was too tired from the day's hard work. Tak mengapa. Akan berusaha kembali

2009-08-14T13:59:00.003+08:00

I just got back from lunch outside. Had McD again. Twice for the week. Padah kerana mengutuk katik loser berbalik kepada diri sendiri kerana akhirnya i was the one who was left alone for lunch. The original plan was to have cheesy wedges but couldn't find a parking spot. Makanya aku menuju ke drivethrough McD. On the way back to the office lalu balik tepi KFC tu nampak banyak pulak parking. Adalah dalam 4 tmpat kosong. And that is only natural lah. Bila kita nak sangat mesti takde and bila kita tak nak tu masa tu la banyak sangat. Contoh paling realistik bila ada duit nak pergi shopping tak jumpa pun barang apa kita nak cari. Tapi bila tengah takde duit, broke to the max masa tu la bermacam-macam benda ada dan teringin.

At the drivethrough just now, i saw 2 guys who had the nerve to sit there and ate their value meals (yang murah masa lunch hour semurah RM5.95 per meal) tanpa rasa bersalah. Wei dah pukul 1.30 ni. Tak nak sembahyang Jumaat ke???? Sangat menjengkelkan di mata aku okay bila lelaki Melayu hari Jumaat berpeleseran di mana-mana instead of going to the mosque. Ish.. tak malunya.. Kalau iye pun nak escape Jumaat, don't go to public places la. Kalau nampak je golongan macam ini di hari Jumaat, terus aku pandang slack dan rasa geram sangat. Lagi-lagi pulak boleh jalan-jalan kat Jusco or hanging out smoking ciggies kat taman?? Damn..

And i saw a very cute white Beetle just now. Banyaknya duit sesetengah orang kan..

Ok. This is a very random post tanpa hala tuju hidup.

Bye. Ingin juga dinyatakan, tak sabar tunggu jam 5 petang.

McChicken anyone?

2009-08-06T19:18:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging from MacD here. Heh. Having my dinner here alone ditemani sebuah laptop. Macam sangat sedih. Huhu

Malam ni ada meeting lagi. With who else but that person 'tot' (bak kata Tuan R*******). Impromptu meeting yang baru tau pagi tadi. Dah la my office kena present some more. Ya.. ya.. I know i should not complain about work. But I seriously can't help it

And i seriously hate that 'tot'

And i have to get done with my burger fast. Nak Maghrib lagi. And heading to the 'beloved' office later on. Sigh..

Later peeps..

2009-08-03T02:35:00.006+08:00

Tadi petang saya tengok 3r. Tajuknya tekanan kahwin lambat. Or something like that. Amar suruh tengok which made me wondered, kita dua ada tekanan kena kahwin cepat ke sayang? Heh. Anyway it was always fun watching 3r. Drama lakonan sebabak mereka itu selalunya kelakar merepek.

Whoever read my blog from the earliest will have read my various emo posts berkenaan certain person in my life. A person who made my life sucks the second he stepped out of it. Contohnya ini dan lain-lain post di mana tiada rasa dan hati nak bercakap maka hanya post lagu seperti ini. Orang ini telah lama saya buang dia jauh-jauh.

There were also posts about this certain someone, yang dahulunya membuat saya sangat confused, tidak faham dia dan diri sendiri dan bengang, emo dan segala macam perasaan tidak baik bercampur baur. All the posts was about me vending out my anger to him, expressing my feelings indirectly, feeling like a chicken. Hah. Contohnya adalah seperti

ini

ini

ini

and loads more to be listed down. Kalau rajin boleh cari jika nak baca la. This person on contrary, is the person i keep close at heart now. And will never let go :)

Dulu selalu cakap dengan Wahida tentang jambatan yang belum siap. Heh. She will know what i'm talking about. But now i can see the true meaning of these quote:

"To have rainbows, you must put up with a little rain and sunshine"

God gave me some rain and sunshine. And i complained a lot. Being a normal human being, who doesn't? I still do now. But i terpaksa juga put up with it and he came in the end. Jadi, my point here is maybe i should apply the same concept to my working life eh? Mari kita cuba! Bertahan in the hopes of a beautiful rainbow later on.

After much serious talks and conversations, we know where exactly we are heading in the near future. And so i am thanking the Almighty for the opportunity given. Thanking You for every reason You sent me him.

And Wahida! Many thanks too for the much needed support when i went crazy at times :)

Not forgetting thank you sayang for making life much happier (I know you read my blog sometimes gomok! ;P).

si comel bear ini is for all those whom i loved dearly. cheerio!

demmm

2009-07-31T13:05:00.002+08:00

i have loads of work to do. that is why i am still in the office at 1pm on friday. sacrificing my lunch hour. jumaat kan rehat panjang? aku sepatutnya boleh berjalan yada yada di juscooo... uhuk. i'm taking a leave on monday. that's why there's shitloads to finish today

i'm writing sebab saja nak see something different from work on the computer screen

and sayang, don't worry. b dah amik lunch tadi. i'm trying to keep my promise to you which is to jaga my pemakanan. teruknya cara aku manage hidup aku ni.. to the extent that he had to make me promise to eat well?

well.. working life pretty much sucks

2009-07-25T19:23:00.003+08:00

hello sayang,

rindu. banyak. miss. loads. when's our next meet?

2009-07-25T13:44:00.002+08:00

tagged by izan. masa cuti ni adelah masa nak buat. here goes nothing

1. 5 nama timangan anda
i. mai- memang nama aku. panggilan di kalangan kawan-kawan
ii. uda/ ude- came from nurulhuda. only closest family call me by this name
iii. huda- kalau tak salah irwanee sorang je yang panggil aku huda. oh.. also rozan, my friend in the uni days
iv. baby- khas untuk amar
v. non. 4 saja saya dapat fikir. heh

2. 5 sifat/ tabiat buruk
i. kuat merajuk- tanya my family and amar. they knew better
ii. crack easily under pressure
iii. cengeng- a crybaby
iv. kuat tidur- puteri tidur bak kata amar
v. hot-tempered

3. 5 makanan favourite
i. tomyam
ii. nasi ayam masakan mak saya- 17 thumbs up. tapi saya rasa semua ibu pandai masak nasi ayam
iii. nasi ganja- i believe mamak wanggey itu letak kas-kas
iv. nandos
v. anything chocolate- never fails to cheer up my day!
seriously readers, banyak lagi ni kalau nak list down semua. saya memang suka makan

4. 5 subjek pelajaran yang disukai
i. english- i love writing short stories masa kena buat essay zaman sekolah dulu
ii. mathematics- suka
iii. arts- would love to master drawings and paintings. unfortunately, tiada bakat. or maybe i was not given the chance
i think that's all. guess i'm not that much of a student

5. 5 wajib dalam purse
i. ic
ii. lesen
iii. emergency cash
iv. gambar amar
v. ubat

6. topik biasa yang dibualkan bersama pasangan
i. future plans
ii. siapa lagi gemuk/ busuk. bahahaa
iii. where to settle down
iv. impian memiliki honda crv
v. i love you gomok! :)

7. mangsa tag
i. sis efa
ii. wahida
iii. wan xara
tu je kot. i don't have that many friends in the blogging world

on another note, something special today totally made my day..

250709~ a date sure to be remembered long after :)

2009-07-24T20:30:00.002+08:00

ada seorang kawan cakap yang sejak kerja di tempat baru, semua post aku di blog pun tak happy. ye ke? siap ada yang ajak jadi ado balik. heh

yelah tu kot. sebenarnya bukan macam tu. it's not like i'm not happy all the time. there are times when i'm happy. although masa bekerja kebanyakannya tak happy sebab stress dengan workloads. masa tak bekerja happy je. and masa bekerja pulak is the only time i have access to the internet. maka banyaklah post emo (mode stress bekerja) on my blog ni

another thing is, i'm super busy that i don't have any free time to blog. and when i have it rasa malas pulak. and i tend to blog when i'm mad. bila tengah emo nak marah orang berkenaan but i seriously can't tu yang ringan je these fingers menaip kata- kata carutan. bahaha. bila tengah happy mana ingat nak blog. baik pergi makan

and i don't know why i even blog. it's not like anybody read it. aku pun tak iklankan blog aku kat mana- mana. friends who know pun tak banyak. aku pun memang tak bagitau ramai. adelah berapa orang je. aku pun tak buat kawan- kawan kat blog. tak macam izan yang rajin buat kawan through blogs. i do bloghopping sometimes tapi baca je. suka baca tapi terlalu malas untuk tinggalkan komen

i guess blogging is just another way to clear myself. bila tidak terasa nak bercakap dengan manusia, so bercakaplah aku di blog

anyway, izan tagged me with some random questions. aku buat kot lepas ni nanti bila rajin dah bosan duduk rumah melepak malas. hehe

2009-07-17T18:47:00.003+08:00

one hell of a day. everything is so f***ed up.

aku benci orang yang berurusan dengan aku hari ni yang hanya mendatangkan masalah dan sakit hati and tears.

aku benci golongan yang misunderstood (belajar tak tinggi kot), sampaikan orang maklumat yang salah, orang yang dimarah oleh bos then lepaskan kemarahan kat orang lain.

marahkan nyamuk, kelambu dibakar. akulah kelambu tu hari ni

aku benci orang yang besarkan benda kecik. dah tua bangka, kerja banyak tahun takkan tak reti how lagi? orang lain boleh je tak cakap banyak pun. gila. nak benda senang je tersedia depan mata. nak goyang kaki je eh? nak semua benda free? seluar dalam ko nak aku tolong belikan jugak ke? berak ko nak aku tolong basuh?

tu je nak cakap. balik dulu :(

2009-07-10T22:23:00.003+08:00

blogging from the comforts of home. pagi tadi puas tidur, siang puas berehat bermalas- malasan menonton dvd (walaupun cerita boleh tahan berdebar tak senang duduk), perut kenyang makan nasi tomato masakan special mak sempena menyambut kepulangan anak bongsu dia ni. so, what more could you ask for?

well, except maybe wishing that i didn't have to work this coming sunday? huhu. sedih saya tau hari ahad kena bekerja. encik badar dan adibah boleh la claim ot. tapi saya? di mana hak saya sebagai seorang pekerja (bila kena bekerja hari ahad)? kenapa kami tak boleh claim ot? kenapa?

amar pulak has to work on saturday. lepaking is out of the question so that is why i took a leave on friday. to balik kampung and to be back on sunday morning nak hangout. benci. baru berangan nak lepak puas2 hari ahad dengan dia. sume salah y* m**** (nama rasanya mesti dirahsiakan)

when i found out about the extra work on sunday, rasa tak bestnya. you know i only manage to go through the hectic and tiring workloads in the office in the thoughts of weekend je. nak berehat and spend time dengan amar. nak makan nasi ganja (dah two weeks in a row ni. sabtu, ahad dan ahad lagi. memang mamak wanggey letak kas- kas ni). dah la baru berangan nak tengok transformers weekend ni. tak tengok lagi?? ketinggalan betul aku!

takpe. i'm gonna drag amar teman aku to work this sunday. boleh ye.. please please.. i promise i'll bring you something worthwhile.. ;P

2009-06-30T14:29:00.000+08:00

letih... penat.. benci politicians.. ape ke jadah khamis ni ko nak buat meeting malam lagi?? orang dah susun elok kol 9 pagi. boleh tak jangan bagi aku buat kerja dua- tiga kali?

habis pahala puasa semua goes down the drain.letih.. i am only holding on to the thought of weekend. please.. come quick..

2009-06-27T12:01:00.005+08:00

happy saturday people! spending my weekend at home sweet home this time. just got back from servicing my car which cost me a whooping RM 351.65. sob.. sob.. i can't help thinking of many more ways i could spend that amount of money.. tetapi tidak mengapalah demi my precious baby itu (sorry aku dah calarkan kau lagi)

apa nak buat ha weekend ni? normally bila balik rumah all i ever do were sleeping, watching tv, buat kerja sikit kalau bawak balik (this time pun bawak balik tapi masih malas), eating mak's cookings, just moping around doing nothing..

kalaula amar ada..

speaking of that boy, saya rindulaaa.. kenapa dia kena pergi terengganu? tapi bagus jugak kot a little time away from each other kot eh? i don't mean it feels great to be away from him. tapi maybe bagus in the sense that aku boleh balik jumpa mak and ayah. kesian diorang minggu ni tinggal berdua je since my two sisters were off to sarawak. ke sebenarnya aku dah mengacau their private- cosy-just the two of us time together? hehee

ala.. rindula gomok ni

In the hope to meet
Shortly again, and make our absence sweet.
~Ben Jonson

2009-06-26T23:44:00.004+08:00

so i guess the morning wasted doing slides was not so much wasted at all. bos puji lah *proud* meeting that night was so tiring okay. dah la after the meeting the trip back to my car was sooo scary. i probably let myself got affected by the ghost rumors (which i haven't heard about any of the details pun. kalau dah dengar imagine how scared i would be!!) tapi got back safely and got amar to teman me driving all the way back home :)

the slide

so today i was back in the hometown early in the morning. i got a taklimat at MPT and a trip later in the evening. so balik kampung terus lah lepas tu. the taklimat was about pembangunan in taiping. now wahida, i know you would not like to hear the word pembangunan when it comes to taiping. what about preserving the originality yada yada. hehe. tapi this time i assure you, they really are taking into matters the aspect of preserving taiping's identity as the bandar warisan. happy? hehe.

and i can tell you here that they are planning lotsa interesting things for our beloved taiping. macam- macam. ada protocol road, art road, taiping 1st memorabilia and urm.. too many too mention. i don't know when will we be able to see the result but it is definitely in plan

kepala kereta api to be used as an attraction for the taiping 1st memorabilia. orang- orang taiping sekalian, cubalah cari di mana terletaknya benda ini ;)

we were also brought to the taiping zoo. mind you this was my first visit since 2002 if i'm not mistaken. so forgive me if i was a little excited (over) tadi. lin and i was like little kids, giggling to random facts and sights that we saw. ada binatang yang happy sangat which is the ungka. whistling very very cheerfully and swinging macam nak menunjuk- nunjuk. heh. gambar ada tapi too far and since i was capturing it from a moving tram, it was a little bit blur. so i see there is no point of posting it here. the animals i was very much interested to see was the lions. but since they were nocturnal animals, there was not much of them in sight. nampak dari jauh je. siang- siang tidur, malam nanti kerja overtime

the man in the blue shirt my fellow convent friends, is mrs cecilia's husband (dr kevin lazarus), director of the zoo

excited terlebih. nasib ko ada lin, kalau tak mati kutu aku tau

gajah!

the pretty giraffe

so, petang dah about 6 tak habis- habis lagi. i was dead tired and was starting to feel dizzy. diorang ni nak pergi the new club pulak buat apa entah. luckily, the dato' sri got annoyed with the rude receptionist and so decided to leave. gila ah terus blah macam tu je. habis merajuk sungguh. although i disagreed with the receptionist's behaviour (she was indeed very rude and not helpful at all as a front- desk person), i secretly agreed with the way things turned out to be as a result of her actions. dapat balik awal! heeehe

so now, wanna catch some sleep. ada appointment service kereta besok jam 9.30am. no waking up late then i guess..

2009-06-25T13:02:00.000+08:00

morning was wasted doing slideshows for the meeting tonight. yes. meeting MALAM ini. can you believe it? my first ever. mungkin kawan- kawan lain dah biasa tapi aku tidaaaaak. huhu. i hate some politicians yang hanya menyusahkan

today is my 4th day of fasting. now thinking what to eat for berbuka, how to eat, sempat ke and all other sorts of question. women overanalyzing as usual. heh. lagi satu, mana nak sembahyang maghrib? kat ofis ni orang cakap ada hantu after 7pm! betul tak tipu

random je apa aku membebel kat atas ni kan. no idea. just rambling. okay. nak sembang dengan amar jap. chiao

2009-06-23T13:13:00.001+08:00

the office is kind of peaceful and quiet. probably because it is lunch hour. saya pula dah kind of berehat since 12.30 pm tadi lagi oleh kerana otak dah tepu dan bosan dengan office workloads. dr fadzillah kamsah pernah cakap kalau kita curi masa kerja kita dengan buat benda lain selain kerja, maka perlu diganti juga dengan masa lain. tidak mengapa. saya akan ganti balik 30 minit itu petang nanti tau. atau boleh tak ganti dengan hari- hari lain sebelum ini yang saya balik lewat setiap hari? hurm..

anyway, i was suppposed to go to langkawi this weekend but i said no. sebab dah janji dengan mak nak balik taiping. plus nak service kereta and ada juga nak buat other benda lain yang useless dan tidak la penting sangat pun. *mengelat* haha. lagipun langkawi tu nak yang gred 48 dan ke atas. siapa aku ni nak pergi? lain kali saya pergi okay rakan- rakan sejawat. kalau setakat pergi sebab niat nak berjalan baikla tak payah. better not waste my time and money

signing off. my head is spinning and my stomach is grumbling

sunday morning

2009-06-21T12:12:00.002+08:00

morning ke ni? dah pukul 12 pun. kehkeh. inilah definisi morning bagi aku kot. i am not a morning person. never have been and never will be kot. kalau selalu weekdays bangun awal pun sebab kerja or belajar masa universiti dulu. sekarang ni nak bangun pagi boleh tapi punyalah rasa bebal. tak percaya tanya izan dengan alia. hehe

i'm just gonna write a little today. sebenarnya saja membuang masa dengan blogging while waiting for amar to come. baru nak blog hopping plus nak tengok template cantik- cantik tapi amar dah kat gopeng pullllaakkk..

so signing off for now peeps.. chow

food updated

2009-06-19T22:35:00.006+08:00

ini post berbangga. berbangga dengan masakan yang tak seberapa. but we (aku, izan, alia) were still 3 proud chefs. heh. kadang- kadang bila rajin kami memasak. maka inilah hasilnya

udang tu free from a ste visit to teluk intan (masak sos tiram), pak choy, ikan pekasam yummy

habis licin! terbaik!

udang free lagi (masak sos tiram laaagi), ikan pekasam, kailan, ulam cili api

udang goreng tepung. tapi yang ini aku muntah lepas makan. haha. ubat tak berkesan

sandwich 2 lapis. tak dikira masak kot ni

alfredo punya pasta. creamy mushroom and herb

pasta alfredo jugak. perisa tak ingat

heh. sorry gambar tak ikut urutan *malas*

okay. nak pergi makan durian. jom?

2009-06-14T02:49:00.003+08:00

i was trying to change the look of my blog to something more fun and quirky. not so dark and emo looking (mahu kelihatan muda remaja-cutie pie). but it seems that i need to change all the templates to match the background. nak kena tukar colour font, colour link, colour itu, colour ini. tukar itu, tukar ini. anyway, you get my point.

naaaaaaaaaaakkkk tukar. tapi remehnya *malas*

later lah. in the meantime this will do i guess. black and red, my two most favourite colour in the world sure do match lain- lain benda dalam blog ni kan. eeeesy- peeesy

changes yang betul2 nanti dulu. daaa

taiping and fireflies..

2009-06-05T23:30:00.005+08:00

this week saya banyak kali ulang alik taiping- ipoh. sangat letih. i wonder how big boss saya dahulu kala does it everyday a? anyway, this entry is about taiping, kelip- kelip and bukit merah. combine semua jumble kan dalam satu entry kerana malas dan nak tidur. jadi sekarang tidak minat tulis panjang- panjang maka membiarkan gambar ini bercakap (do the talking)

tepeng (the right way to pronounce it) yang indah menyambut saya

lawatan kelip- kelip!

lawatan ini berpunca dari satu seminar penerobosan air masin dan ... urm dah tak ingat tajuk lagi kat belakang tu

dekat jeti

sorry gambar buruk. camera handphone je. tapi ini adalah jambatan

weeehoooo

bersama kakak saya: my extra baggage yang takut bila orang tu check attendance. haha

usaha menangkap kelip- kelip

hey kelip- kelip! the best we could capture. huhu. dia very camera shy tau. bila kena flash tak nak berkelip. also camera memang tak mampu nak tangkap its beauty

pemandangan dari bilik saya

eh eh ni cerita apa pulak ni? atas ni gambar kat bukit merah. i'm blogging from here. aku tengah bengkel ni. 3 hari. sigh.. aku nak cuti weiiiii!

kereta saya nun di bawah sana (bilik tingkat 8)

my home for the next 3 days..

till later people..

wedding bliss!

2009-06-05T22:48:00.005+08:00

i finally got the will to blog about the two weddings on my last weekend. hehe. (dengan sabarnya saya transfer gambar satu demi satu okay). first up,

shibah and lihin (i'm sooo happy for her!)

pengantin posing sopan (perhatian, ini bukan karakter sebenar dia)

saya bersama shibah si pelari

lakonan semata

comel kan mereka?

katil yang sangat sweeeet..

selamat pengantin baru guys!

bersama sebahagian kotak mekap (kagum)

gumbira

tinggal 4 anak dara lagi

shibah's wedding was amazing. she was so happy. and we were happy to see her happy after so long. and this wedding is also a chance for reunion. our family of hell. the first meet-up after 3 long years. gembira jumpa kawan- kawan ahli keluarga neraka! sangat gembira! tapi takde gambar in my phone since aku dah tak tangkap gambar bila dorang datang. sebab aku posing je lepas tu. dorang yg tangkap gambar pulak. heheee

next...

noraini and fawwaz (percintaan matriks ke jinjang pelamin)

selamat sudah..

go green

sebelum noraini jadi puan

saya dan azni spreading the love

saya dan wahida blowing kisses

saya dan awa. peace? =)

ambil berkat! haha

walaupun aku dan wahida tersalah masjid pagi tu nasib sempat kejar jugak pergi masjid lagi satu. thank God taiping ni kecil je. hehe. ini pun best dapat jumpa geng2 lama. although.. erm.. (tak payah cite la sini. simpan je siapa2 yang tahu ok)

all in all, gembira tengok kawan- kawan kahwin. yang lain bila lagi? jangan lupa jemput ye..

how sweet..

2009-06-03T22:48:00.003+08:00

1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
Give me more lovin’ than I’ve ever had,
Make it all better when I’m feelin’ sad,
Tell me that I’m special even when I know I’m not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin’ mad,
I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy,
It’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you

Give me more lovin’ from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell me things you'd never even tell your closest friends
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad,
Best I that I’ve had and I’m so glad I found you
I love bein’ around you.

You make it easy
It’s easy as 1, 2 .. 1, 2, 3, 4
There’s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you (I love you) I love you
There’s only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that’s what I’ll do
(I love you)I love you

sangat sweet okay this song and the lyrics. video pun sweet. i have tried to post the video here but failed. sangat cetek my skills and pengetahuan extra about blogging ni. sigh.. but you can check it out yourself here okay. so, spread the love. and enjoy people!

mysenoir telah di touch- up

2009-06-02T11:34:00.002+08:00

introducing.... (drum rolls)

blog saya yang berwajah baru. saja try new template. nanti- nanti dah bosan boleh tukar lagi. merci boucoup to izan =)

nak tapi malas

2009-06-01T17:04:00.003+08:00

i wanna blog about so many things.. saya mahu bercerita tentang last weekend saya yang sangat indah walaupun penat. i wanna blog about the two weddings. i wanna talk about the finally-reunion-after-ages of family of hell..

banyak yang saya nak cerita. banyak banyak banyak. tapi saya malas. atau lebih tepat saya masih malas dan belum terasa rajin lagi (maknanya akan rajin juga suatu hari kelak). malas dan belum rajin lagi nak transfer gambar. tedious la. saya tak bawak memory card reader atau usb cable handphone saya ke ipoh. maka kalau nak transfer kena one by one pakai bluetooth. ish..

so friends, saya tinggalkan anda dengan gambar ini dahulu

kain kawan2 saya yang sangat rich warna pinknya

and also this note:

i was soo damn happy last weekend but soo damn tired!

friday!!

2009-05-29T13:08:00.003+08:00

it's friday people!! rasa macam dah lama je aku tak announce hari jumaat dengan gembiranya kat this blog. kan? no matter what happened, friday always makes me feel good.. the start of weekend. the start of boleh berangan dah nak buat apa dengan cuti 2 hari ni. balik taiping, or dating (hai sayang!) or tidur je pun best =)

weekend ni i'm gonna see my family of hell!! adakah saya teruja? hell, yeah! sangat teruja. we haven't had a chance for a reunion, haven't met everyone in a big group since graduation tau. nak kata so busy with life tak jugak. agaknya the main reason is no one is rajin enough to be the project manager. i had once tried to arrange a reunion but it's so hard to fix the timing around everyone's schedule. so, it was cancelled and najua merajuk dah tak nak jadi pengarah projek. teehee. so, shibah's marriage dijadikan platform untuk pertemuan kami. hopefully this weekend nafsu rindu semua orang akan dipuaskan. haha

anyway semalam on the phone amar cakap: 'weekend ni b takde. weekend depan pun takde. fine'

ohoho. sedihnya dengar. bunyi macam kanak- kanak yang diabaikan la pulak dia ni.. aku seorang pengabai. sorry sayang.. nanti b try to meet you jugak tau in between. in the meantime, you'll just have to miss me banyak- banyak tau.

sayang gemuk sit tight tau while i'm gone.. and jangan nakal- nakal!

better

2009-05-26T17:33:00.002+08:00

Our love has changed, it's not the same
And the only way to say it is say it, it's better
I can't conceal this way I feel
For all the times we've spent together
Forever just gets better

See what I'm trying to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

I stand by you if you stand by me
I think it's time that I reveal it
'Cause I believe it, it's better

See what I'm trying to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
If you're here it's better

Oh the more I talk to you
I fall in love with everything you do

See what I'm trying to say is
You make things better
And no matter what the day is
With you here it's better

Our love has changed, it's not the same
And the only way to say it is say it, it's better

dah lama terasa tak post lagu. and this is the song i have been feeling these past few days. pagi ini macam hell. poof! kerja yang aku buat semalam disappeared just like that and i had to re- do. **** (percubaan untuk mencarut). dah la aku ada issue dengan kerja, now these things got to happen pulak? amar cakap Tuhan menguji orang yang dia sayang. so i hope Allah is testing me merely because He loves me..

so this song is dedicated especially to my sayang who have been sticking with me through ups and downs. always there bila b merungut countless times. though i bet there is a lot more to come, i hope you will always stick with me tau..walaupun sayang selalu geram dengan b. hahaa

and no matter what the day is.. if you're here.. it's better.. ;)

maaf kalau anda terasa entry ini sedikit jiwang.. can't help it. heh

work and going nuts. hey! they match! huhu

2009-05-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

work is driving me nuts. well, not really. haha. probably just because i'm not used to this kind of environment. sebelum ini just lazying around like a hyppo. now, running around like a fast- charging cheetah. cheetah kan haiwan yang lari paling laju tu? or is it leopard? tak kisah la. i think you get my point

anyway, remember in my previous post i was saying saya nak job satisfaction? well.. i don't really know if i got it this time. workload memang ada la. nah.. amik kau semua kerja ni. huhu. kerja memang banyak until i lost track of time. in fact, there is never enough time. sedar- sedar je dah 5pm and sepatutnya time to go home. tapi tak boleh balik lagi!! uwaaa.. so was this the right decision that i made? i kept thinking about it the whole time and whining to amar who listened patiently (thank you sayang.. though i think at some point you were bored and annoyed with my constant whining. hehe)or maybe not yet kan? i just need some time to get used to it and for all this to sink in. kan? that is what i keep hoping. and let's just continue to hope so.

the only highlight of working here is i think being much nearer to amar. though it is not like i can see him on daily basis, but ini dah cukup baik i think. kalau malam after work teringin rasa nak jumpa boleh lagi la nak rush along the distance between us. although i prefer to be much nearer la kan. i mean, who doesn't? apa nak buat. manusia memang tak pernah bersyukur kan? huhu

later i'll blab some more okeyh. need to gear up for meeting petang ni

2009-05-08T12:10:00.003+08:00

sedihnya macam ni kan? macam so pathetic. and i wouldn't want a life like this. i want a life where i enjoy my work and i'm doing it whole- heartedly because i love it and not doing it just for the sake of the money i can earn from it. hopefully i can achieve that soon. let's just pray eh?

the day i'm changing. moving on?

2009-05-07T14:26:00.002+08:00

there is a big chance that something big in my life is about to change.

tak confirm lagi. tapi seakan- akan sangat konfirm.

it is supposed to be good. and i hope it will be good. that is what changes are about kan? to bring a fresh, good something to the person changing. so, i am hoping against hope. huhu

can't tell you yet. since belum confirm. but surely will do as soon as the time, place and situation permit.

the day i'm just blabbing

2009-05-03T15:04:00.007+08:00

holla people.. my 6 months course is finally over.. though never thought i kinda miss it. and ada this lost kind of feeling. huh. rindu dpa?? gile ke ape. or maybe i just need some time to adapt to be back in this leisure kind of lifestyle. hehe. instead of always rushing off, running around everywhere like a headless chicken. haha. tapi rindu tu memang ada lah, only i'm craving just the company of friends and loved ones. other activities macam sukan teras every saturday, sesi kena bebel, classes, urm.. i think i'll definitely pass.

i want to tell you all the things about dpa but i think no words can do the justice. plus saya malas. heheh. tapi betullah it was a once in a lifetime experience, one that will surely last way long after i'm done with it. anyway, the last days of dpa were certainly hectic and damn tiring!

starting with modul penempatan kampung, we were placed in the house of total strangers (keluarga angkat) for a complete 2 weeks. and kena buat a 40pages report due on friday following the 2 weeks. then the start of minggu sintesis, all those programs and training for kompang for malam ksn. phew.. tangan kanan saya lebam2 okay. rasa macam tangan dah besar sebelah ni. and who knew main kompang pun boleh buat saya sangat tension. for one specific reason

what with the hectic schedule, it didn't help that my hostel was intengah, another residence away from kiara. kena rushing naik bas tak kisah lagi. tapi lif rosak was really unacceptable. tangga tinggi yang amat. up until tingkat 5 kena panjat tiap- tiap hari. sangat sedih. kaki saya memang menangis tiap- tiap hari =(

tp due to a certain person, hati saya memang tersenyum a big fat smile setiap hari =)

and peeps, here are a few snaps. ini saja yang mampu saya upload berdasarkan tahap kemalasan hari ini..

one of the last days, me wearing amar's songkok

ini namanya mess kit; worn for mess night

modul btn. ini baju sekolah kamdar. bangga dowh saya pakai saiz S. heehe. trasa back to school days!

modul tentera

modul polis. ini pakaian lengkap kawad

ada macam inspektor aliza?

friends

my dpa's close circle of friends

full dress rehearsal of malam ksn, with who else but mr amar =P

one of the many splendid times we were able to spend together

my reason dpa is much much bearable =)

tag (yg dah basi i think) haha

2009-02-26T11:48:00.004+08:00

this tag is courtesy of wahida. i have been reading her blog. gile lama aku tak visit blog hang wahida. sorry babe. internet ni tak termasuk dalam kamus hidup aku kat intan tu. huhu. so, here goes nothing..

1. Do you think you’re hot?
nope. hot babe definitely not. terasa panas pun tak sebab sekarang ni aku dalam bilik ada aircond. haha

2. Upload your favorite picture(s) of you

(1)
(2)

(3)

(4)

(5)

3. Why do you like that picture?

(1) the start of everything

(2) i think i looked happy and blessed

(3) close circle of friends. i could not ask for more

(4) kawan- kawan perak. friends for life

(5) we were having soo much fun and it shows!

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?

domino's pizza. tak ingat bile laa

5. The last song you listen to?

i kissed a girl from katy perry

6. What are you doing right now besides this?

dengar ipod and buat report csr (konon2)

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?

nope. bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. eceh!

People to tag :

erm..

amar (yang takde blog) haha

my sis

8. Who is number one?

ehehe. guess who..

9. Number three is having a relationship with?

takde no 3

10. Say something about number 4.

lagi laaa takde

11. Who is number two?

my big sister

+macam leceh je buat mende tag nih. hehe

selamat pagi dunia!

2009-02-26T10:36:00.002+08:00

harlow everyone..kita berjumpa lagi setelah sekian lama. kan? my last post was on october 26th, 2008. dah about 4 bulan weih! hehe

takde masa. been busy with that dpa thingie. adelah masa if nak online but i think those free times are better spent for sleeping. and i think sume worang dalam itu dpa pun setuju sama saya.

anyway, nothing to say. just thought that i'd like to say hi. so here goes

hi!

and daaa.. till next time ya =)

the day i'm home for the weekend

2008-10-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

i'm back home yesterday. the ride from rNr sungai buluh to ipoh took only 1 and a half hour. gila tak? we made a move at 1700 and arrived at 1830. all semata- mata because a friend nak kejar bus to grik. nasiblah sempat. and i slept the whole journey. so takdelah rasa anything scary dengan driver yang bawak kereta diumpamakan macam pelesit tu. woke up je dah sampai tol simpang pulai. wow! hebat..

anyway, dpa was fun at times and tiring at all times! punch card tingkat 3, climbing a damn steep hill in heels, turun naik tangga (mind you, ada 136 steps i have to turun naik everyday and that's just untuk naik asrama! blom lagi ulang alik turun naik dewan makan, punch card), rushing at all times, 5 senaman asas, lari 2.4 km. this is madness! i won't go into much details since apparently the cyber activities of some of us were being tracked down. although saya tidak pernah cakap apa- apa yang buruk dan tidak patut di the world wide web ye (pengakuan ikhlas)

ah well, tuan- tuan dan puan- puan, masa susah tidak pernah berakhir. and i have another 24 weeks to go. so let's just face this dengan sangat waja ya?

but deep down, it was all kind of okay la. there are one or two things here and there that makes this thing bearable =)

much love until my next update guys! (which i don't even know kurun bila i'll get the chance) but i will probably dah terbakar sunburn masa tu. huhu

the day mari menyain

2008-10-09T12:12:00.004+08:00

you know the stupid bertimbun docket thing i have to sign? i think lin and i have found an easier and faster way to do it. tak payah guna carbon paper. sign je sume 3 helai bodoh tu. haha. yes, sangat jimat masa. but yay?? no. more like yack yack. signing all 3 copies means triple the sign i have to pen down. hence, triple the work

mengikut perkiraan matematik yang di mana saya agak bijak semasa di zaman sekolah, matriks dan universiti dulu:

1 bundle= 10 buku dockets
1 buku docket= 50 helai
1 helai= 3 copies

:: 7 bundle dockets (1 bundle dah siap sign pakai carbon paper)= 70 buku= 3500 helai= 10500 copies= 10500 signs

CELAKA

kerja memang lagi senang, tapi jadi bertambah pulak. sekarang aku dah tak buat sign penuh, but i pen down my initials je instead. mana lagi bodoh? kerja susah remeh tedious nak mampos tapi sikit atau kerja senang tapi bertambah banyak? damn damn damn. i doubt it that i will be able to finish all this by tomorrow. jadi? tinggalkan saja. motto kerja dan hidup saya sekarang adalah: selamat tinggal

selamat tinggal..

the day you can call me boy

2008-10-09T08:48:00.002+08:00

i chopped off my crowning glory yesterday. the longest i have ever kept seumur hidupku ini gone in 20 minutes. and it took me about one freaking year to grew it that long. which was not really that LONG anyway

takpelah. auntie (tukang gunting rambut) cakap "you orang pandai. pergi kursus bukan mahu nampak cantik. tapi mahu jadi selesa so you boleh perform baik". eceh.. pandai- pandai je auntie ni. tapi agak betul la. aku sudah janji sama itu auntie to come back after 6 months so that she can shape up my hair. "okay. saya tunggu you". itulah jawapan auntie. entah dia ingat lagi ke tak aku nanti masa tu. it's not like i'm a regular customer there. auntie is 70 by the way, tapi sangat hebat dan sihat dan banyak cakap

so, i'm back to being the boy in the family. tapi okay lah tu. at least wahida cakap nampak macam kanak- kanak nakal, bukan macam kanak- kanak istimewa (macam tidak manis dan kurang ajar pulak kalau nak guna perkataan terencat)

today is thursday and tomorrow will be friday hari kegemaran sedunia saya (cakap ni macam korang tak tau hari je kan) and lepas tu babai..

the day you are under arrest!

2008-10-08T16:51:00.004+08:00

'di bawah seksyen (nombor isi sendiri) mengikut (undang- undang fikir sendiri) awak telah melakukan kesalahan (sukahati nak letak apa). jadi, anda ditangkap'

waseh waseh. macam gila hebat ayat yang aku tulis kat atas ni kan? i said all that today. haha. well, i did not actually said the exact words tapi lebih kuranglah. ayat aku ada sedikit berterabur la

'di bawah seksyen (nombor isi sendiri) mengikut (undang- undang fikir sendiri) awak buat salah (sukahati nak letak apa). you tau tak you buat salah? walaupun bukan you tauke tapi you yang ada kat sini buat kerja masa saya datang. so saya tangkap okay?'

itulah ayat yang sebenar. ada encik polis sangat berlagak. apa kau ingat kau pakai uniform tu habis powerful dan cool dan handsome ke??

the day i'm gearing myself up

2008-10-07T13:35:00.003+08:00

the most talked about topic between my colleagues right now is of course the dpa thing. diploma pengurusan awam, a 6 months course, compulsary untuk pengesahan jawatan, which will surely turn our life to hell! celaka betul. surat dah dapat so it is confirmed. nak prepare barang je ni which is burning a whole lot of my money. damn! 13th october- 24th april in which i will be gone baby gone. haha

selamat tinggal lah dunia.. dunia friendster, facebook, blogging, segala alam siber. tak kisah pun. tapi paling sedih nak tahu apa tak? paling sedih nak tinggalkan dunia television!! =( cerita yang aku akan miss (disusun mengikut hari dalam setiap minggu)

1. ghost whisperer
2. destinasi bajet. ni esok last episode tapi nanti ganti dengan field trip. aaa! how nak ngedate dengan qi ni??
3. kekasihku seru (best weh cerita ni)
4. tara 3. uwaaaaaaaaaaa
5. reaper
6. grey's anatomy (di mana episodnya sabtu lepas buat aku sangat sedih dan emo. gila)
7. heroes. nak start season baru dah kat starworld. adoyay
8. antm cycle 11. pun coming soon kat channel v

ini yang aku ingat la buat masa ni. ish. cilakak!

aku banyak aktiviti yang aku buat sebenarnya these past raya days. raya sangat busy. memang tak lekat rumah. nak kata awesome sangat pun tak jugak. tapi malas nak cerita. gambar pun malas transfer. saya simpan seorang dalam kotak ingatan sendiri je la kesimpulannya. hehe