Setiap kali update mesti mulakan dengan ayat dah lama tak update. Haha. Orang pemalas memang macam ni. Sometimes when I am alone, I could think of thousand things to say on blog, but it all seems to just evaporate into thin air everytime I logged in. Sindrome writer's block? I am not that much of a writer anyway.

But I used to be. I used to write religiously in this cute book of mine. I'm a sucker for cute notebooks so I am always buying loads and ended up not using them. My diary is just one of those notebooks. No specific page for specific dates so I could just write in anytime I want. It usually took me about 1 year plus to finish one book since my writing is so small. Dulu bila sedih especially about my broken heart, the diary was where I pour everything out. There was no one that I was comfortable enough to share wholly everything with back then hence the diary.

But the diary I'm still using now is dated way back from 2008. Tak habis pakai lagi sebab dah malas menulis. Probably because I have a living diary now aka Amar. I tell him everything until it bores the hell out of him. Haha. Sori sayang you have to listen to all my babblings.

I also used to read a lot. I could finish a book in a day. If it is interesting enough. I finished the last Harry Potter book in just a day with lack of sleep, eat, mandi dan segala macam keperluan asas manusia, you name it. What matters most was to finish the book. Hehe. Sekarang ni, I have loads of books yang tak habis baca. Eat, Pray, Love, The Secret, The Witch of Portobello, The Last Lecture, The Host, Alice In Wonderland, yada yada. Baca a bit, put it down, pick up another book, tidur, bangun, pergi kerja, tidur, bangun, pergi kerja. Daily routine which is starting to bore me.

Kenapa dah tak membaca? Kenapa dah tak menulis? Patutlah minda pun lambat je sekarang ni. No stimulation whatsoever. I miss my favourite pastimes. Should try harder.

Lama tak menulis. Almost a month. Lotsa stories but no feel, no mood, no anything hence the long silence. I was even thinking of terminating this blog since macam dah tiada kegunaan. Thinking too of turning this into one of those wedding blogs but I know I will be too lazy plus superbusy to update anything later on. So let's just forget that idea. Besides, I haven't prepared anything except jotting down some things here and there. No planning, no whatsoever.

Am I really getting married? Haha.

This weekend is no weekend for me. Tomorrow, I will be joining the Inno-Race, something involving running and answering questions. Sunday akan masuk hutan. Kenapa aktif fizikal sangat ni? I know, so not me (saya pemalas). I can hardly believe I am signing up for camping! Oh God, I thought the days for camping were over once I finished DPA. Even Amar pun cakap "Tak payahla. Parut pacat dulu pun tak hilang lagi".

But then, work is work. And you gotta do what you gotta do. Shucks.