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My sister is getting married in 3 days. Like 3 days! 3 hari okeh. Macam tinggal 3 hari je lagi untuk dia bergelar anak dara. Omaigod. Haha. Time flew so fast kan? It seems like only yesterday that we played camping with upturned sofa yang diselimutkan dengan selimut untuk jadi khemah! Hehe.

I don't know how I feel. I feel excited though. Can't wait nak start cuti sebab nak balik rumah tolong kemas-kemas, tolong buat hantaran, tolong menyibuk dan jadi buruh kasar. Can't wait nak pakai baju lace purple baru!!

Things will surely change a lot lepas ni kan? Dia akan ada rumah baru, extra family, other commitments. Nanti I balik Tepeng every weekend mesti dia takde kat rumah dah kan? Hmm.. nak gaduh dengan sape nanti? Raya nanti camne? I will be married too by then.. How's mak and ayah's raya's gonna be nanti? Hoho.

My sister, I never once called her kakak. I referred her as 'kakak aku' when talking to others about her but never once I called her kakak. Never. Mak pernah sound kenapa tak panggil kakak. But it was never practised since never. So, how suddenly in these older years nak start panggil kakak? But she is my only kakak in the true kakak sense even though I have 2 kakak. (Ape ni banyak sungguh perkataan kakak??). Those who knew my family well will know what I meant. Let's just say I am the middle sister in the family. Ada sorang kakak dan seorang 'adik' :)

To my dear kakak, I wish you the most beautiful wedding and may you be blessed with lots of happiness and children (aku nak jadi makcik!!). And perkahwinan ni aku doakan kekal sampai akhir hayat. I hope you will love the present I got you!! Hihi.

Kepada Fazrul (or abang Fazrul?? hehe), sila jaga kakak saya baik-baik. Jangan bagi saya menyesal ajar dia mengorat awak dulu. Hehheh.

Me and my kakak. While we were cruising Kuala Sepetang looking for fireflies.
The only picture I could find in my PC :)

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I am still in the office. Bukan rajin bekerja tapi ada bukak pose free nanti. Makan free kenapa nak tolak kan? Stayback sebab rasa nak buat kerja. Tapi sekarang rasa takde moodnya nak buat kerja. Effect cuti panjang sangat?

Tak baik tau macam tu. Dah kena sound dengan Amar "B ni tak baik tau camtu. Dah la dapat 500". Owh, suci murninya dia ni. Huhu.

A friend's mom meninggal dunia recently. Aku rasa sedih.. And I kept thinking about that ever since. Kenapa ye? Lately, there have been a lot of things running in my mind. And I think most of them are inappropriate. Perkara yang tak patut difikirkan. Kalau fikir jugak memang akan menyusahkan aku satu hari nanti.

Whatever. Sorry, aku bosan dan rasa menyampah.