20080630
the day i'm praying
hujan hujan.. please stop already. you have been pouring heavily since 11am. i know hujan kadang kala boleh jadi hujan rahmat. but i wanna go out and play. my boredom in the office is killing me brutally. so kindly stop.. pretty please?
the day i feel good listening to jason mraz's i'm yours
Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours
+owh. a really fell good song. listening to it makes me sway, makes me feel good especially if i'm driving. everything seems lightweight and all worries fade away =)
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, and I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved Loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours
+owh. a really fell good song. listening to it makes me sway, makes me feel good especially if i'm driving. everything seems lightweight and all worries fade away =)
20080625
the day i don't have any ideas to crap tp tgh bosan gila
i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time. tak lah lama pn. a few days je. got nothing to say, no ideas to voice out. even right now i'm just typing this mindlessly. getting nowhere near any subject in particular. just wasting my time. sigh..
however let me update you on me:
1. i am dead hungry (haven't eaten anything since morning. huhu. still waiting for my officemate to hav lunch together)
2. i am dead cold (i witnessed a hearing for land acquisition just now in a room with the temperature of possibly like the antartics. gila kulit buaya ke pe sume org dalam tu td)
3. i am dead bored
4. i have nothing more to say. today sure is one hell of a boring day.
but can't wait for netball training later. that should be able to make me happy. better be. huhu
however let me update you on me:
1. i am dead hungry (haven't eaten anything since morning. huhu. still waiting for my officemate to hav lunch together)
2. i am dead cold (i witnessed a hearing for land acquisition just now in a room with the temperature of possibly like the antartics. gila kulit buaya ke pe sume org dalam tu td)
3. i am dead bored
4. i have nothing more to say. today sure is one hell of a boring day.
but can't wait for netball training later. that should be able to make me happy. better be. huhu
20080620
the day i looked back
i was browsing back through my old posts and stumbled on this one post entitled escapism. and i read it back. and realization came upon me
i had known all along that that was just an escapism. i said so myself. in fact, i said to myself. it might means nothing, just something for the moment. and so just let me be. so, now why am i cursing, blaming and feeling sad when i lost it? because i knew from the start what i was getting myself into, that fleeting moment. i had no one to blame but myself. for being so stupid to put myself out there again
anyway, that was just a suddent struck of thoughts. and i had to let it out. biarlah.. things will fall into places eventually and i'll be waiting for that day
on another note, pernah tak naik kereta dgn seorang driver yang walaupun sebenarnye salah dia tp mesti dia akan blame the other party jugak. and all the time you felt like pointing out "oi. it's actually your damn fault laaa!!" hmph. how ironic
i had known all along that that was just an escapism. i said so myself. in fact, i said to myself. it might means nothing, just something for the moment. and so just let me be. so, now why am i cursing, blaming and feeling sad when i lost it? because i knew from the start what i was getting myself into, that fleeting moment. i had no one to blame but myself. for being so stupid to put myself out there again
anyway, that was just a suddent struck of thoughts. and i had to let it out. biarlah.. things will fall into places eventually and i'll be waiting for that day
on another note, pernah tak naik kereta dgn seorang driver yang walaupun sebenarnye salah dia tp mesti dia akan blame the other party jugak. and all the time you felt like pointing out "oi. it's actually your damn fault laaa!!" hmph. how ironic
20080612
the day i'm addicted to chocolate!
not that it's a bad thing. is it? besides decaying your teeth faster. uh- oh
this week alone, i had eaten a bar of snickers everyday at work. plenty of cadbury at home. and still craving for more. this morning da makan a bar tp petang ni, right now, rasa nak makan lagi. aaa... itu semua nafsu. fight! tu la. beli lagi packet yang ada banyak2. memangla rasa asyik nak makan je. huhu
tadi ada staff aku masuk bilik, sembang2 and he told me:
"cik mai da gemuk la"
wakakaka. siap bagitau de double chin lg. hihi. yes en. S. thank you. even i realized that but unfortunately i don't have the will nor the intention to do anything about that. you can say that i am not that bothered about how i look chubbier and plummer than ever. or that i'm just plain lazy. plus i'm too busy enjoying all the food i can get my hands on. aku penah chat ngn a friend and i said this; makan tu nikmat dunia. nanti kalau Tuhan tarik balik nikmat tu camne? so better eat selagi boleh. haaaha. yeah, it's lame, i know. tapi nak jadikan prinsip hidup la boleh tak. just kena ingat and berpada- pada la jugak. jangan makan sampai jatuh sakit =)
aaa.. sedaaaapnye chocolate!!! tggula perut and deria rasa ku. nanti aku borong banyak2 this weekend ok. teehee
+de saying kan 'segala penyakit berpunca dari perut'. if i'm not mistaken. ye kan?
this week alone, i had eaten a bar of snickers everyday at work. plenty of cadbury at home. and still craving for more. this morning da makan a bar tp petang ni, right now, rasa nak makan lagi. aaa... itu semua nafsu. fight! tu la. beli lagi packet yang ada banyak2. memangla rasa asyik nak makan je. huhu
tadi ada staff aku masuk bilik, sembang2 and he told me:
"cik mai da gemuk la"
wakakaka. siap bagitau de double chin lg. hihi. yes en. S. thank you. even i realized that but unfortunately i don't have the will nor the intention to do anything about that. you can say that i am not that bothered about how i look chubbier and plummer than ever. or that i'm just plain lazy. plus i'm too busy enjoying all the food i can get my hands on. aku penah chat ngn a friend and i said this; makan tu nikmat dunia. nanti kalau Tuhan tarik balik nikmat tu camne? so better eat selagi boleh. haaaha. yeah, it's lame, i know. tapi nak jadikan prinsip hidup la boleh tak. just kena ingat and berpada- pada la jugak. jangan makan sampai jatuh sakit =)
aaa.. sedaaaapnye chocolate!!! tggula perut and deria rasa ku. nanti aku borong banyak2 this weekend ok. teehee
+de saying kan 'segala penyakit berpunca dari perut'. if i'm not mistaken. ye kan?
20080609
the day i read something and feel like commenting
on last sunday, i read something on the newspaper. the sunday times if i'm not mistaken. the column where readers sent their messages. the issue was the price of fuel (of course)
there was this one msg from one reader which really caught my attention. i could not remember the exact wording, but it went something like this
"our situation now reminds me of an old saying. 'don't ask what your country can do for you, but ask what you can do for your country'. we are facing difficult times now and bla bla (can't remember tp ayat lbeh kurang maksud our country is doing it's best to benefit everybody) sambungan: but here we citizens are shouting and screaming over cheap fuel!"
faham kan what i'm trying to say here. don't get me wrong. aku ni bukanlah pro- kerajaan sangat sampai nak menyokong dengan beria semua tindakan kerajaan. but what the reader said proved a point. sampai bila nak bergantung dgn subsidi. minyak kita makin kurang and some steps need to be taken to improve things. memanglah membebankan harga minyak naik ni tapi mesti ada rasional di sebalik kerajaan buat macam tu. kesimpulannya, macam aku cakap sebelum ni, terpaksa terima jela ye wahai rakyat- rakyat malaysia
there was this one msg from one reader which really caught my attention. i could not remember the exact wording, but it went something like this
"our situation now reminds me of an old saying. 'don't ask what your country can do for you, but ask what you can do for your country'. we are facing difficult times now and bla bla (can't remember tp ayat lbeh kurang maksud our country is doing it's best to benefit everybody) sambungan: but here we citizens are shouting and screaming over cheap fuel!"
faham kan what i'm trying to say here. don't get me wrong. aku ni bukanlah pro- kerajaan sangat sampai nak menyokong dengan beria semua tindakan kerajaan. but what the reader said proved a point. sampai bila nak bergantung dgn subsidi. minyak kita makin kurang and some steps need to be taken to improve things. memanglah membebankan harga minyak naik ni tapi mesti ada rasional di sebalik kerajaan buat macam tu. kesimpulannya, macam aku cakap sebelum ni, terpaksa terima jela ye wahai rakyat- rakyat malaysia
20080605
the day i feel coldplay's fix you
When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
+Almighty God, fix me pls
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
+Almighty God, fix me pls
the day the price of fuel shoot high up to the sky
harga minyak naik. pengumuman dibuat semalam. wahida called me just to inform the news. i was totally clueless at that time. dia pn geram je cakap ngan aku sbb aku mcm blur. haaha. because i haven't heard anything. aku tau lah pasal harga minyak nak naik tu (hell, harga apa yang tak naik these days?) but didn't expect it to be this fast and that high
various reactions were heard over the radio, news, blogs, shoutout kat friendster. ppl cursing, sumpah seranah, maki, mencarut. i'm sure by now pak lah and the government had received numerous and uncountable curses that will surely last them a lifetime. haha
i don't really feel like commenting thus adding to all the kutukan or views (a more polite way to say it). i didn't get the chance to fill up my tank yesterday. or rather, i didn't even try to grab the chance. queue was too long, i was too lazy, couldn't be bothered, and many more reasons which all sums up to one word: MALAS. we can curse all we want, but the fact still remains. that is; harga minyak naik. true, this will affect us in ways more than we could ever imagine. macam mana kita makan hari2, kete pun kne makan hari2, only now with greater cost. tapi, we'll just have to deal with it la kan. like it or not. if not, pi kayuh basikal ok
various reactions were heard over the radio, news, blogs, shoutout kat friendster. ppl cursing, sumpah seranah, maki, mencarut. i'm sure by now pak lah and the government had received numerous and uncountable curses that will surely last them a lifetime. haha
i don't really feel like commenting thus adding to all the kutukan or views (a more polite way to say it). i didn't get the chance to fill up my tank yesterday. or rather, i didn't even try to grab the chance. queue was too long, i was too lazy, couldn't be bothered, and many more reasons which all sums up to one word: MALAS. we can curse all we want, but the fact still remains. that is; harga minyak naik. true, this will affect us in ways more than we could ever imagine. macam mana kita makan hari2, kete pun kne makan hari2, only now with greater cost. tapi, we'll just have to deal with it la kan. like it or not. if not, pi kayuh basikal ok
20080602
the day i started with a swatch
about 7 years ago, back in 2001, after i just finished my spm, i bought my swatch. my 1st jam mahal. yelah, above 150. masa tu student lagi. mane de duit nak beli bnd2 camtu. the swatch was a gift for something. i can't exactly remember. birthday kot. and thus, began my craziness towards wrist watches. and by crazy, i mean crazy crazy crazy! i could get totally lost in watching those beautiful pieces macam lah samanya aku lost when engrossed with great books
but back then, the craziness was not that pronounced. tell me la how nak collect watches masa tgh studi. income takde, duit takde. so, i collected those 10 ringgit pny jam. yang tu pn banyak design cun2 siot. ada 4 je aku beli. 1 da rosak, 2 bateri abes, lg 1 my most favourite is still ticking perfectly. bila org puji cantik dgn bangganya aku mengaku tu jam 10 ringgit. hehe. aku tak malu pakai sbb jam tu bknnye ciplak brand2 ori. prinsip aku tak kisah barang tu murah asalkan jgn ciplak barang ori or barang tu fake. eg jam guess fake, or kasut converse fake, or contoh paling bodoh: bag adidas jadi abibas. and also bag nike jd niki. haaha
but now that i am working, ada income tetap, the craziness is becoming more pronounced than ever! aku boleh jadi gila mcm ni tau. any trip to the mall, mesti nak masuk kedai jam usha. my 2nd watch was fossil. it was a charm bracelet style. beli dengan duit gaji keje pizza. i was soo happy masa tu, although jam yg aku target lain tp beli lain. perasaan sangat puas (over plak) nevertheless, the piece was beautiful and i'm so lovin it!
then semalam, i added another piece to my collection. teehee. can't resist it! now pun i was already thinking what type of watches i'm targeting plak lepas ni. i am such an amazing spender! i really, really, really have to curb my spending now. as in RIGHT NOW!! but i promise you, i will continue to expand my collection. tp berpada- pada. hehe
retail therapy kills.
+not only there was addition to my time piece collection, but also my bag collection, baju (ini perkara biasa) and socks (i used to gila kumpul stokin. sampai kne marah dgn kawan sbb dah trlampau banyak. haaha). ok. gotta stop
but back then, the craziness was not that pronounced. tell me la how nak collect watches masa tgh studi. income takde, duit takde. so, i collected those 10 ringgit pny jam. yang tu pn banyak design cun2 siot. ada 4 je aku beli. 1 da rosak, 2 bateri abes, lg 1 my most favourite is still ticking perfectly. bila org puji cantik dgn bangganya aku mengaku tu jam 10 ringgit. hehe. aku tak malu pakai sbb jam tu bknnye ciplak brand2 ori. prinsip aku tak kisah barang tu murah asalkan jgn ciplak barang ori or barang tu fake. eg jam guess fake, or kasut converse fake, or contoh paling bodoh: bag adidas jadi abibas. and also bag nike jd niki. haaha
but now that i am working, ada income tetap, the craziness is becoming more pronounced than ever! aku boleh jadi gila mcm ni tau. any trip to the mall, mesti nak masuk kedai jam usha. my 2nd watch was fossil. it was a charm bracelet style. beli dengan duit gaji keje pizza. i was soo happy masa tu, although jam yg aku target lain tp beli lain. perasaan sangat puas (over plak) nevertheless, the piece was beautiful and i'm so lovin it!
then semalam, i added another piece to my collection. teehee. can't resist it! now pun i was already thinking what type of watches i'm targeting plak lepas ni. i am such an amazing spender! i really, really, really have to curb my spending now. as in RIGHT NOW!! but i promise you, i will continue to expand my collection. tp berpada- pada. hehe
retail therapy kills.
+not only there was addition to my time piece collection, but also my bag collection, baju (ini perkara biasa) and socks (i used to gila kumpul stokin. sampai kne marah dgn kawan sbb dah trlampau banyak. haaha). ok. gotta stop
the day i got pening from eating too many pulut
pening2. kepala ku sangat pening. actually bukan pening. tp sakit kepala. uhuhu. dari pagi dah peninh. lepas tu masa brunch mengambil langkah sangat bijak makan pulut pulak. sedaap tp aaaa... lepas tu hv to face the consequences lah
a few weeks back, i read an article about blogs, bloggers and blogging. saying how blogging had become a worldly phenomenon and how everyone tried it. and so almost everybody's a blogger now. even moi. though not an avid one. yet. hehe. anyway, that article was talking about the types of content ppl chose for their blog i.e politics (paling hangat), arts, gossips, entertainment or plain mumble jumble. and the author was talking of how the blogs that really matter are the ones yang ada isi. kira mcm ape yg blogger tu cakap macam berilmu la, something that could generate the readers' mind to think or analyze or whatever. and he said blog yang merepek2 ni, yang banyak cakap junks or rubbish je tak patut ade dalam dunia ni. patut di terminate je
EH.. APE PLAK?? TAK BOLEH LAA CAKAP CAMTU KAN. ADOIYAY!!
let me say this. different ppl do different things for different reasons. i think that should be enough to explain my point. but i'm gonna elaborate anyways. just because i like to write rubbish! hehe
memang lah ramai orang yang tulis blog. it's kind of a trend kot. plus, blogging was damn easy. you just have to have a google account, create your blog page and voila! you have a blog ready for you anytime you feel like crapping. and then hias la page ko tu sana sini. tambah gambar, description, links, etc. depends on tahap kerajinan lah. lepas tuh, suka hati la nak cakap ape pun dalam tu. kutuk ke, puji ke. menjerit, mengamok, anything suka hati la kn. my blog, my freaking fingers and so its up to me la apa nak type kan (pehal tbe2 emo nih? hehe)
some ppl:
+ blog to voice out their views on whatever issue they want. be it politics (again, paling hangat) or ketidakpuasan hati terhadap apa- apa jua. the need to be heard
+ blog to earn money! (sangat produktif dan berguna) open up an online boutique and advertise your garments through blog. nice..
+ blog to update friends on their latest news. easy- peasy. asalkan ada internet connection, boleh tau semua psl kawan2 kita tak kira la emotions ke, or what's happening in her life, apa yg dia baru shopping, dia tgh bengang ngn sape. kan ke berguna??
+ blog just to isi masa lapang and so that can hav a place to pour out all my pipo (that's me. hehe)
banyak lagi la reasons orang blog. aku malas nak pike. anyway, i think i've made my point. so, continue blogging ppl! sape yg takde blog, boleh la wat. sape yg dah ade plak, boleh la update selalu. hav a nice time blogging, bloggers! =)
a few weeks back, i read an article about blogs, bloggers and blogging. saying how blogging had become a worldly phenomenon and how everyone tried it. and so almost everybody's a blogger now. even moi. though not an avid one. yet. hehe. anyway, that article was talking about the types of content ppl chose for their blog i.e politics (paling hangat), arts, gossips, entertainment or plain mumble jumble. and the author was talking of how the blogs that really matter are the ones yang ada isi. kira mcm ape yg blogger tu cakap macam berilmu la, something that could generate the readers' mind to think or analyze or whatever. and he said blog yang merepek2 ni, yang banyak cakap junks or rubbish je tak patut ade dalam dunia ni. patut di terminate je
EH.. APE PLAK?? TAK BOLEH LAA CAKAP CAMTU KAN. ADOIYAY!!
let me say this. different ppl do different things for different reasons. i think that should be enough to explain my point. but i'm gonna elaborate anyways. just because i like to write rubbish! hehe
memang lah ramai orang yang tulis blog. it's kind of a trend kot. plus, blogging was damn easy. you just have to have a google account, create your blog page and voila! you have a blog ready for you anytime you feel like crapping. and then hias la page ko tu sana sini. tambah gambar, description, links, etc. depends on tahap kerajinan lah. lepas tuh, suka hati la nak cakap ape pun dalam tu. kutuk ke, puji ke. menjerit, mengamok, anything suka hati la kn. my blog, my freaking fingers and so its up to me la apa nak type kan (pehal tbe2 emo nih? hehe)
some ppl:
+ blog to voice out their views on whatever issue they want. be it politics (again, paling hangat) or ketidakpuasan hati terhadap apa- apa jua. the need to be heard
+ blog to earn money! (sangat produktif dan berguna) open up an online boutique and advertise your garments through blog. nice..
+ blog to update friends on their latest news. easy- peasy. asalkan ada internet connection, boleh tau semua psl kawan2 kita tak kira la emotions ke, or what's happening in her life, apa yg dia baru shopping, dia tgh bengang ngn sape. kan ke berguna??
+ blog just to isi masa lapang and so that can hav a place to pour out all my pipo (that's me. hehe)
banyak lagi la reasons orang blog. aku malas nak pike. anyway, i think i've made my point. so, continue blogging ppl! sape yg takde blog, boleh la wat. sape yg dah ade plak, boleh la update selalu. hav a nice time blogging, bloggers! =)
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