20090731

demmm

i have loads of work to do. that is why i am still in the office at 1pm on friday. sacrificing my lunch hour. jumaat kan rehat panjang? aku sepatutnya boleh berjalan yada yada di juscooo... uhuk. i'm taking a leave on monday. that's why there's shitloads to finish today

i'm writing sebab saja nak see something different from work on the computer screen

and sayang, don't worry. b dah amik lunch tadi. i'm trying to keep my promise to you which is to jaga my pemakanan. teruknya cara aku manage hidup aku ni.. to the extent that he had to make me promise to eat well?

well.. working life pretty much sucks

20090725

hello sayang,

rindu. banyak. miss. loads. when's our next meet?


tagged by izan. masa cuti ni adelah masa nak buat. here goes nothing

1. 5 nama timangan anda
i. mai- memang nama aku. panggilan di kalangan kawan-kawan
ii. uda/ ude- came from nurulhuda. only closest family call me by this name
iii. huda- kalau tak salah irwanee sorang je yang panggil aku huda. oh.. also rozan, my friend in the uni days
iv. baby- khas untuk amar
v. non. 4 saja saya dapat fikir. heh

2. 5 sifat/ tabiat buruk
i. kuat merajuk- tanya my family and amar. they knew better
ii. crack easily under pressure
iii. cengeng- a crybaby
iv. kuat tidur- puteri tidur bak kata amar
v. hot-tempered

3. 5 makanan favourite
i. tomyam
ii. nasi ayam masakan mak saya- 17 thumbs up. tapi saya rasa semua ibu pandai masak nasi ayam
iii. nasi ganja- i believe mamak wanggey itu letak kas-kas
iv. nandos
v. anything chocolate- never fails to cheer up my day!
seriously readers, banyak lagi ni kalau nak list down semua. saya memang suka makan

4. 5 subjek pelajaran yang disukai
i. english- i love writing short stories masa kena buat essay zaman sekolah dulu
ii. mathematics- suka
iii. arts- would love to master drawings and paintings. unfortunately, tiada bakat. or maybe i was not given the chance
i think that's all. guess i'm not that much of a student

5. 5 wajib dalam purse
i. ic
ii. lesen
iii. emergency cash
iv. gambar amar
v. ubat

6. topik biasa yang dibualkan bersama pasangan
i. future plans
ii. siapa lagi gemuk/ busuk. bahahaa
iii. where to settle down
iv. impian memiliki honda crv
v. i love you gomok! :)

7. mangsa tag
i. sis efa
ii. wahida
iii. wan xara
tu je kot. i don't have that many friends in the blogging world


on another note, something special today totally made my day..

250709~ a date sure to be remembered long after :)

20090724

ada seorang kawan cakap yang sejak kerja di tempat baru, semua post aku di blog pun tak happy. ye ke? siap ada yang ajak jadi ado balik. heh

yelah tu kot. sebenarnya bukan macam tu. it's not like i'm not happy all the time. there are times when i'm happy. although masa bekerja kebanyakannya tak happy sebab stress dengan workloads. masa tak bekerja happy je. and masa bekerja pulak is the only time i have access to the internet. maka banyaklah post emo (mode stress bekerja) on my blog ni

another thing is, i'm super busy that i don't have any free time to blog. and when i have it rasa malas pulak. and i tend to blog when i'm mad. bila tengah emo nak marah orang berkenaan but i seriously can't tu yang ringan je these fingers menaip kata- kata carutan. bahaha. bila tengah happy mana ingat nak blog. baik pergi makan

and i don't know why i even blog. it's not like anybody read it. aku pun tak iklankan blog aku kat mana- mana. friends who know pun tak banyak. aku pun memang tak bagitau ramai. adelah berapa orang je. aku pun tak buat kawan- kawan kat blog. tak macam izan yang rajin buat kawan through blogs. i do bloghopping sometimes tapi baca je. suka baca tapi terlalu malas untuk tinggalkan komen

i guess blogging is just another way to clear myself. bila tidak terasa nak bercakap dengan manusia, so bercakaplah aku di blog

anyway, izan tagged me with some random questions. aku buat kot lepas ni nanti bila rajin dah bosan duduk rumah melepak malas. hehe

20090717

one hell of a day. everything is so f***ed up.

aku benci orang yang berurusan dengan aku hari ni yang hanya mendatangkan masalah dan sakit hati and tears.

aku benci golongan yang misunderstood (belajar tak tinggi kot), sampaikan orang maklumat yang salah, orang yang dimarah oleh bos then lepaskan kemarahan kat orang lain.

marahkan nyamuk, kelambu dibakar. akulah kelambu tu hari ni

aku benci orang yang besarkan benda kecik. dah tua bangka, kerja banyak tahun takkan tak reti how lagi? orang lain boleh je tak cakap banyak pun. gila. nak benda senang je tersedia depan mata. nak goyang kaki je eh? nak semua benda free? seluar dalam ko nak aku tolong belikan jugak ke? berak ko nak aku tolong basuh?

tu je nak cakap. balik dulu :(

20090710

blogging from the comforts of home. pagi tadi puas tidur, siang puas berehat bermalas- malasan menonton dvd (walaupun cerita boleh tahan berdebar tak senang duduk), perut kenyang makan nasi tomato masakan special mak sempena menyambut kepulangan anak bongsu dia ni. so, what more could you ask for?

well, except maybe wishing that i didn't have to work this coming sunday? huhu. sedih saya tau hari ahad kena bekerja. encik badar dan adibah boleh la claim ot. tapi saya? di mana hak saya sebagai seorang pekerja (bila kena bekerja hari ahad)? kenapa kami tak boleh claim ot? kenapa?

amar pulak has to work on saturday. lepaking is out of the question so that is why i took a leave on friday. to balik kampung and to be back on sunday morning nak hangout. benci. baru berangan nak lepak puas2 hari ahad dengan dia. sume salah y* m**** (nama rasanya mesti dirahsiakan)

when i found out about the extra work on sunday, rasa tak bestnya. you know i only manage to go through the hectic and tiring workloads in the office in the thoughts of weekend je. nak berehat and spend time dengan amar. nak makan nasi ganja (dah two weeks in a row ni. sabtu, ahad dan ahad lagi. memang mamak wanggey letak kas- kas ni). dah la baru berangan nak tengok transformers weekend ni. tak tengok lagi?? ketinggalan betul aku!

takpe. i'm gonna drag amar teman aku to work this sunday. boleh ye.. please please.. i promise i'll bring you something worthwhile.. ;P