i need to learn

teach me:
+how to love things i hate
+how to hate things i love

by love i mean really really really love
and by hate i don't mean pure hatred. just limited, lesser love. and enough hate so that i won't be that fool enough to let myself be hurt again

happy teacher's day anyway

colbie caillat's realize

take time to realize
that your warmth is
crashing down on in
take time to realize
that i am on your side
didn't i, didn't i tell you
but i can't spell it out for you
no it's never gonna be that simple
no i cant spell it out for you

if you just realize what i just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and will never find another
just realized what i just realized
we'd never have to wonder if
we missed out on each other now

take time to realize
i'm on your side
didn't i, didn't i tell you
take time to realize
this all can pass you by
didn't i tell you
but i can't spell it out for you
no it's never gonna be that simple
no i can't spell it out for you

it's not always the same
no it's never the same
if you don't feel it too
if you meet me half way
if you would meet me half way
it could be the same for you

if you just realize what i just realized
missed out on each other now

realize

+been playing in my head over and over again since i woke up this morning. so, why not post it? =(

avril lavigne's keep holding on

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know
I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

+something i need to keep reminding myself every day, every morning, every moment..

letto's permintaan hati

Terbuai aku hilang
Terjatuh aku dalam
Keindahan penantian
Terucap keraguan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhalang
Kepastian cinta
Aku... hilang...
Aku... hilang...
Tersabut kabut malam
Terbiasnya harapan
Yang tersimpan
Sejuta bertuan
Terasa kerinduan hati yang bimbang
Yang terhempas kepastian cinta
Dengarkanlah permintaan hati
Yang teraniaya sunyi
Dan berikanlah arti pada hidupku
Yang terhempas
Yang terlepas
Pelukkan mu
Bersamamu
Dan tanpamu
Aku hilang selalu

+ahha! newest addiction. i likeeee...

hola!

aaaa... lapaaaaaar nyeeeeee

hey ppl! its been almost a month since my last post. been away for a while. actually bile da balik tak teringat pun nak update mende alah nih. because aku sangat laa tak semangat and tade motivation nak masuk balik ofis. i'm not just havin monday blues but possibly everyday blues. bleh? huhuu. plus blogging had kind of lost it's charm

tp oleh kerana sekarang ni rasa lapar yang teramat serta kebosanan di tahap melebihi paras- paras abnormal telah menyebabkan aku terfikirkan ini blog yang telah lama aku abaikan. lalu keinginan untuk menaip (atau merapu) something datang secara tiba- tiba

sekian, terima kasih. inilah post aku yang paling bosan (macamla yang lain menarik sangat pn) haaha

aaaa... lapaaaaaar nyeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=(

i cant wait to get back home

i wanna lie down, curling into a ball on my bed

thursday blues..

my oh-not-so-good-mornin

my morning's off to a rocky start. no mornin wish to make me smile

frustration tak bleh bukak cd prison break semalam terbawak2 sampai ke pagi ni

got into a fight with my sis. and i accidentally hempas pintu kereta dia. i texted sorry but she is being her usual egoistic self. no reply. or maybe she's busy

my stomach is aching. and my back is killing me. i hate pms!