every second counts on a clock that's ticking

gotta live like we're dying

I have been doing my work religiously since morning. Dedicated sangat I tell you. Kerana kerja setambun yang I hate you for putting me in this mess! Memang aku pangkah kau la. Or in other words memang aku takkan pangkah kau okay.

Anyway, CNY holidays were spent doing nothing. Except that I went to Huda's reception yang sangat best since I met a whole lot of long-lost friends. My family were supposed to go to Melaka for the holidays but it was postponed since ayah was not feeling well. But then, dari postponed terus cancel. Kesian ayah sakit, takkan nak paksa jalan-jalan lagi pulak.

On last Friday, I took an emergency leave because my cousin died from an accident at his work place. Such a tragedy yang I don't intend to repeat here. Sedih sangat. I just hope Kak Rozie will be strong for her 4 kids. She has been through a lot so I hope she will make it through. Allah takkan menguji hambaNya melainkan Dia tahu hambaNya itu mampu menghadapi ujian dan dugaan yang diberikanNya.

Al- Fatihah untuk arwah.

Speaking of accidents, this morning on my way to work, passed through one fatal accident on the highway. Nampak ada tangan underneath the black plastic bag and a car and a motorcycle damaged beyond repair. Owh.. ngerinya. Begitu cepatnya kalau Tuhan nak tarik nyawa kita, just with the blink of an eye pun boleh.

Al- Fatihah juga untuk arwah (kalau dia Islam)

Which reminds me betapa amalan aku tak cukup lagi dekat dunia ni :( Still mencuba.

And also reminds me of how I should not be complaining that my leave for today was cancelled by the boss, but instead be grateful for another second, another minute, another hour, another day to live and love.

And taking cue from Kris Allen's/The Script's:

we only got 86,400 seconds in a day

to turn it all around or throw it all away

gotta tell 'em that we love 'em while we got the chance to say

gotta live like we're dying

~ mak,ayah,kakak-kakak,family of hell,kawan-kawan,everyone alive and not forgetting sayang, I love you guys..