After much thoughts, I would just like to say these few words. Not to explain anything but just for the sake of saying something:

1. It is not the issue of trust. Mengkhianati kepercayaan ke kalau everyone was talking about the same thing that everyone knows? Fakta yang semua orang tahu since it is made public. I think it is called bersembang. Alaaah.. macam kau tak pernah buat.

2. It is only logical, that a person would backup their loved ones. But it is the complete opposite if you still back them up when they have done wrong. Kalau kau dengan dia kritik orang about doing A when you guys are doing the exact same bloody thing, apakah itu?

3. And I frankly think you cakap tak serupa bikin. And should not be saying some of the things you said. And you're saying all those things based on what facts? You never know how your future will turn out. But then, it is your business.

But then again, I am just merely saying..

Sangat lama tak tulis blog. Busy dengan kerja, malas, takde idea, semua alasan pun ada, you just name it. But then, bila cuti duduk rumah and belum lagi terasa nak buat 'itu', maka saya memblog.

Yesterday, I had an event at Bukit Larut. Hampeh gila. Bilalah aku boleh naik turun Bukit Larut macam manusia sihat. Sampai atas je, wuekkk. Keluar segala hash brown dan Sausage McMuffin yang bersusah payah aku sumbatkan cepat-cepat while driving there. Turun bawah pulak sekali lagi wuekk. Keluarlah pula nasi lemak dan rendang ayam yang Kak Kiah bertungkus lumus masak nun di atas Bukit Larut itu. Heh.

Then, I went to a few places. Orang-orang Taiping sekalian, please please go to Sentosa Villas (dekat dalam taman yang dekat dengan institut memandu tu) and see the amazing villas they have set up. This is my second trip there. Cantik betul tak tipu.

And then, petang tu I went to Hutan Paya Bakau Matang, Kuala Sepetang. Tengok kayu-kayu bakau tu was not that interesting to me. Tapi, on our boat ride later, the most amazing thing happened! I saw dolphins!!! DOLPHINS wei. Macam ape je kan ada dolphin kat sungai kat Kuala Sepetang? Tapi ini memang betul sumpah tak tipu. There were about six of them. Swimmming and melompat-lompat dalam air tu. We all kena tutup enjin bot baru dolphins tu berani datang dekat. Aku memang jakun sangat-sangat okay. Tapi memang malang betul my handphone's battery kong yang memang mampus terus. Rasa nak baling je dalam sungai. Macam mane nak ambik bahan bukti ni? Tapi dalam handphone bos ada. Sumpah tak tipu tau.

Heh. Excited sekejap.

Anyway, I have loads to do. Tapi why does it seems that I can't get a move.

By working faithfully eight hours a day, you may eventually get to be boss and work twelve hours a day

~ Robert Frost

Kalau sekarang belum boss tapi dah kerja 12 hours macam mana? Yesterday I was in the office from 8 to 5. Then, I had a meeting which starts at 5 and ends at 9.30 pm. Hoho. Aku sangat seorang bos.

I was in front of my PC yesterday when I saw my colleagues coming to my room and so I smiled to her waaay before she entered and she said to me:

"Ey, we should have a window la between us (her room was next to mine) cause I love to see you, smiling like this. But not when you are crying. When we all came here, we were tensed with the workloads tapi sekarang dah biasa. Cause I noticed you were sort of a jovial person when you first joined here. But now.. "

And her voice trailed away. Hahah. I guess everybody noticed that changes. Even my closest friends said that. And besides me, there is no one more affected by this changes than Amar, who had been very patient listening to me whining. Kesian dia. Heheh. Sorry sayang..

Speaking of Amar, 20th October 2009 marked our 1st year anniversary. Cheers to one amazing years and hopefully loads more to come!

Pagi tadi aku sangat rajin buat kerja. Then ada jamuan raya tak sedap. Then aku keluar berfoya-foya for lunch hour. Tapi misi lunch hour aku hari ni gagal. Tsk.

Sekarang petang ni aku agak malas buat kerja. In fact, can't wait to drive back to the pensioners town. Ada misi. Tak boleh gagal.

By the way, Happy Deepavali to everyone celebrating. Too bad Depavali falls on Saturday kan? Kalau tak mesti boleh cuti Isnin. But to the rest, Happy Weekend!

Esok ada audit 5s. I don't know how much I have blabbed and complained about 5s before but I'm sure sangat banyak because this thing is really a total pain. I admit aku memang jarang, in fact tak buat pun 5s ni tapi bila time kena buat tu memang rasa nak menyumpah. Contohnya tadi. But I managed to do a teeny weeny bit yang sangat minimal and I hope that will be sufficient enough for tomorrow. Nampak macam takde beza pun bilik ni.

Hari ini I'm kind of in a good mood all day. Takde terasa tension. Let's just hope this mood lasted through the night. It feels good to be able to finish a day without crying.

I haven't blog in ages. Been busy the whole week after Raya slaving myself. I know I got paid for it, tapi penatlah. Seriously penat. Izan pun rasa macam dah lama je tak jumpe. Memang lama pun. IZAN!!!! Tadi I went for a trip to Gua Tempurung. In my baju kurung and in this working shoes of mine. Nasiblah I don't wear heels to work. But the trip was interesting. It was actually a trip for some government officers from Korea. They are in some kind of exchange program and they want to see Gua Tempurung after being introduced to it in a presentation. I would love to strike a conversation with them but unfortunately they don't speak English very well and I don't know any Korean language besides uppa or anyong-saeyo (is that how you spell it?). Haha. I tried asking a lady about this trip and I don't understand any of her answers. But one thing I learned is that they say 'Kimchi' instead of 'cheese' when taking photos. Heh. Balik ni mesti lemah lutut. Tiba-tiba je naik gua. Teringat masa panjat Gunung Panti. Though this gua was way easier for sure. I went up sampai Platform 4 (about 600 steps) into the Wind Tunnel. The wind was blowing very nicely here, it felt great. Saw a lot of pictures/ ukiran on the wall. Ada Monalisa, ayam, penguin, naga. Paling aku suka is monyet bawak kereta :). Anyway, someday nak pergi lagi tapi nak lalu jalan air. Dengar cerita ada gelongsor. Heh. Jom?

I was quite annoyed yesterday with that shameless someone. I hope that someone backs off before my annoyance got the better of me.

And I don't know what's wrong with my Facebook account. I couldn't log in. And before there were 2 emails from fb saying that I have requested to reset my password and so they were emails telling me the codes to reset it. And both emails were already opened and read before I log in. Either fb and yahoo have gone haywire or someone was trying to hack into both my accounts. Which is so not cool.

Patut buat kerja sekarang.