20080808

the day aku jiwa kacau to the max!


forgive sounds good

forget i'm not sure i could
they say time heals everything
but i'm still waiting
~ not ready to make nice, dixie chicks

i told you yesterday that i have been feeling really low. and today i sank lower than ever. just because of one sight. mula2 hapi, excited, but then, my mood snapped in just one blink. i hate this. i hate this feeling. hate what i saw. i hate changes. merde! @#$%$#

i'm going to find something to do this weekend. to get my mind off things. mesti buat something, anything. wish me well peeps

2 ur say?:

Anonymous said...

cheer up gf!!! i dah dok terbayang2. excited tak yah nak habaqla. sampai time solat pun leh dok pk lagik. astaghfirullahalazim..

i hd been in ur shoe before. i noe exactly how u feel. it's just that in ur situation, u can still c d person & yet nothing happen. i mean, neither of u will start 1st. it hurt the most seeing someone who left a foot print in our heart seems happy & didn't feel disturbed sebesar zarah pun. feel like want to punch the person on their face. ahakss.. keganasan. tp u kan de silat. time ni la nak gunanya. ehehe...

cheers...

mysenoir said...

huahua. very funny! anyway, i'm back in track (i think) and back to feeling damn excited. tak sabar! heehe