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the day i helped the mole (accidentally!) merde!

we were going to bust off some people on wednesday. on my way out, while waiting for the others, i ran into my boss who was with A. and the boss asked where i was going and so i explained bla bla. it turned out, i leaked out some information enough for A to warn the people we were supposed to ambush! hoho. stupid stupid. damn! how was i supposed to know that otai was the leak. so the operation that day was kind of tidak berjaya. tapi boleh la. tu pun nasib baik sebab ada staff yang lain interfered before i could say more. adoyay cik mai. lepas ni kena lebih jaga your big mouth. huh. now that i know, no chance la korang lepas ni ok

then a staff had told me some stories about some people in the office. kenapa nak talam dua muka? you tell me la. how to work efficiently if there is always someone who will undo your work. it's like you already covered a hole, and then someone go and dig it back. sangat tak cool ok

on another note, a new friend of mine had been sharing her problems with me. her office problems. she is facing office bullies (won't go into the details tapi geramnya!!) and yesterday i found out that rupa- rupanya kat rumah pun ada orang buli dia! argh!! geram geram! i could not do anything to help her except offering words of advice. which makes me feels so helpless. geram geram GERAM GERAM

beb, how am i supposed to help you if every advice i gave, ada je your reason to jawab balik (again, GERAM) and you are not even trying. i know it is really hard for you. and i know that things like this are often easier said than done. but that is the only solution there is. you will have to stand up sooner or later. so why not now? nak tunggu apa? takkan selamanya ko nak diam?

anyway beb, be strong and i will always pray for your happiness and well- being ya

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