the day i'm not fond of hospitals

just got back from the hospital. tak suka lah. i have never really liked hospitals. first and foremost reason is the damn long waiting. padahal nak jumpa doctornye kejap je. but i don't blame the hospital people. nak kata hospital kerajaan lembab pun is not fair sebab patient memang sangat ramai. i never thought that each day ada je orang yang ada masalah dengan tulang. ramai pulak tu. i was at the orthopedic clinic just now

hospitals always give me that uneasy, kind of depressed feeling. it is the waiting plus the patients. like just now, i was sitting beside this aunty for like 10 minutes and never realized that she had on a prosthetic leg knee- down, until her number was called and she got up to the counter. and a boy next to my right whom i don't know what his problem is but i overheard his mother talking about his past operation and he showed the scars and all. yikes! i hate those sights. rasa kesian sangat. and i have nothing in my power to help them. tu yang buat i felt worse. tak suka

menyesal tadi bodoh sangat tak bawak any books to read. or earphones nak layan mp3 pun can do. tapi terlupa la. buang masa je. tapi takpelah. because i settled the thing i need to. nervous tadi dah hilang but it will surely come back in a month's time. uh- oh

ps. but the doctors in grey's anatomy sure make it seems like kind of fun to work in the hospitals! hehe. anyway, tabiklah to all the medical practitioners tak kira la doktor pakar, doctor biasa, nurse or ma *winks* for the ordeals they have to go through every freaking day